#arbitrary
Beyond the eye can see is where my beloved waits for me,
Amid my despair he guides me everywhere,
Casted into this realm of mortality I dance with my sins,
Seeking to cleanse my accounts and embark on the journey within,
I sit in prayer,
I uplift in meditation,
I transcend the arbitrary.
Jun 24, 2021
Jun 24, 2021 at 3:21 PM UTC
Stuck in a societal routine she hustles a monotonous 9-5,
Shuffling through days that melt into weeks,
Awaiting to escape arbitrary rituals - she seeks release.
Apr 20, 2021
Apr 20, 2021 at 11:54 AM UTC
Hello, hello old friend!
How's the weather up there on thy lofty perch?
Does it neither thunder nor rain?
Do you too not experience unexpected storms that toss and tumble things about just so?
Does your upturn nose not itch from the stench of your own narcissism?
Do you not fear the arbitrary nature of your own will, that it should grow a life of its own and tumble you down like a potted plant from a high rise window sill ?
Does your *** not hurt from how stiffly you sit? Fixed in your stance, relying solely on your own crooked opinions?
Hello, hello old friend!
Do your ears belie the sound of the condescension in your voice
And your eyes blinded by your own pretence to hide you from yourself?
Oh,
no wonder you cannot see further than your nose.
Feb 8, 2018
Feb 8, 2018 at 3:18 PM UTC
Ok, I think it's time we had a talk
I am a lover of change and difference
but sometimes, I have to balk
It's been less than four weeks?
since change was forced upon us
something, we didn't go out to seek
So what's up, with what appears
to be, unsubtle sweeping deviations
every day I fear, newer divination
Are we settled on this one?
will there be others?
what can we expect?
and I thought
we were
brothers :D
Jun 1, 2017
Jun 1, 2017 at 7:45 AM UTC
For the first time in my adult life I am free from you.
But what is freedom really?
I've come to find out it's something that's subjective, arbitrary.
I am physically free from you but still chained to something, and I don't know what that something is.
I'm free to be the person I knew I always could be without you.
But why are you still chained to my thoughts?
Why am I still chained to this toxic lifestyle?
Maybe it's this City.
Maybe it's the way you used to hold me at night.
Maybe it's the way He looks at me now (He looks at others the same too).
Or maybe it's just me and I still miss you.
And I still sleep alone while you sleep with Her.
So then, is freedom really free?
Nov 23, 2016
Nov 23, 2016 at 1:23 PM UTC
I know a girl that let a broken butterfly fly from her hand
It gave her thanks
As it flew through the rain that pattered down and rested upon her hair
Oh the fair things she'd do for a creature in pain
And she kindly shared a half jar of honey to the sweet honey bees
Then they invited her back to their place for supper and tea
She even let a restless blackbird rest upon your knee
Even with that beak of his I could see a look of glee
Baby all these things you do are so lovely indeed
So is there any chance
Even just once
That you could be this nice to me?
Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 6:15 PM UTC
Why can I love two when
I may only have one?
Is the boy I am with
Just a flame that is done
Or the man I'll marry?
Is the man I have met
Just infatuation
Or is there so much more
To this situation?
These thoughts make me wary.
Out of sight, out of mind;
I am happy with both
Until I am alone
Caught between bliss and oath.
Why must it be scary?
This is not fair to me
Or to either of them;
Why can't it be simple?
My heart is split even.
Love is arbitrary.
Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 12:11 AM UTC