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At 1:45 the breakdown occurred
The doors of hurt found their way around the pretence
Knocked tirelessly to my doors of positive thoughts
But they too couldn't come to my defense
However, I fought
I tried to fight it back
Then came a voice, a voice too soft yet so loud It had me weak
"Release me" it said
At 1:45 the breakdown occurred
I had to allow myself to forcefully feel the pain
Opening the doors full of taint
There I was opening old wounds
Wounds I thought I have buried down to my soul
At 1:45 the breakdown occurred
I flooded so much I felt all the hurt running through my veins
That's when I knew you brought back unbearable pains
5 years down the line
I'm still not fine
5 years down the line
I'm still not enough
5 years down the line
Now it's a battle against you, me, myself and my mind
At 1:45 the breakdown occurred
Dec 4, 2019
Dec 4, 2019 at 4:42 AM UTC