#apperance
Hair
Eyes
Body
Skin
Face
Piercings
Tattoos
Dyes
Clothing
Make-up
Acts
Lies
Governerment
Despise
Friends
Fakes
Rated
Hated
Loved
Appreciated
Torn
Complete
Happy
Obsolete
Boyfriends
Girlfriends
Husbands
Wives
Career
Jobs
House
Money
Finace
Struggles
Children
Reputation
Drugs
Pain
Abuse
Restraint
*All of these words which complete the society in which we must compete
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 7:49 AM UTC
Sometimes I remember the scorn of my family,
Effigies of bloodlines crossed into a tired face.
I remember my mother,
Her vice was appearance-
Not her own but that of others.
Every day was judgment
She’d pick us before we bloomed and left wilted children
Questioned the lack of fruit
Not with self-deprecation but with scorn
How dare we cross the farmer who sowed the seeds and watered the crops?
How dare we look towards the sky for comfort?
When that cold trowel could dig in our necks.
I remember one time my mother asked me if she was the problem
A lie, I’ve heard that question many times
How can you curse a broken human more than she does herself
And somewhere in my head, I justify it
Consider the kindness built on vanity to be kindness nonetheless
Flowers do not need to be alive to be beautiful
They can be so frailed and dried up they become immortal
A crumbling tombstone of decay
And we marvel at them
And I remember that I am a product of my mother
Jul 3, 2019
Jul 3, 2019 at 11:21 PM UTC
If you start with the eyes—
Rest becomes beautifully negligible
Jun 25, 2020
Jun 25, 2020 at 7:13 AM UTC