#aporia
Aporia in the morning, without a way to you,
Lost lonely spaces not a path a wrecking crew
The kind of doubt that opens a door unknown
Uncertain, Socrates asks us, weeds overgrown,
A bubble pops, fragile soft tender, on the edge
Everything collapses stops hammer of a sledge
Complex, uncentered, imbalanced, & off-kilter,
Take a pause eternal we are both right a wrong
Something's not quite right a flat note in a song
Embrace a tension, wear me in the layered fold,
An answer lies beyond us a naked truth untold
In beauty, instability, where all our failures fail,
Disequilibrium unsettled, where dreams unrail,
Frazzled in limbo breathe in our questions now
Koan me in the stillness a riddle churns a plow,
Block my only doorway turn and slide into you
I notice all the small things lie with me in a few,
We feel a barefoot moment shape in us too deep
Think of letting go, in all the broken places seep.
Feb 28
Feb 28, 2026 at 9:49 AM UTC
Different Place Different Time
Same script, Same lines
Lonely souls and one alone
Bound in Breadth, but not in depth
Similar in Vein but not in kind
but Similar enough in my mind
The math says I'm bound to find others
Others who resonate and hear my frequency
"It's a numbers game"
I tell myself-
Over and over until I go under.
There must be others
Erased by the system and from Existence;
the cracks multiply and leaks grow
until their tsunami is contained in teacup.
But what if outliers are still syncratic
Why do I leak aporia over and over again?
May 25, 2025
May 25, 2025 at 4:40 PM UTC
When you look, what is it that you see? I don't think you see what I do, yet you might try and tell me that it is so, but the way you read the signs is so blind to the splendor, the extravagance of what is there. I find no evidence you see what I see. Soon my luminous world grows dark as the shadows of yours seek to ground what should be in flight, make cynical of all potential light. Why must the world be cast into black and white when there is so much color?
You think it safe to bind yourself within the safety of your rules,
afraid to venture out,
step outside the here and now,
outside this room, this building, this city, this country.
Within this world erase the boundaries, erase the lines,
and realize what lives sure enough dies. That's what makes it so beautiful, aporia In attoraxic duress, we are merely consciousness, outside the blood and the flesh, outside the vessel. For the universe needed something, so now, I observe it, someone had to take notice. Thus, it was given to us to take it and shape it, make it the wonderful place in which we think we can only imagine. Imagine how if we tried to see the potential, the possibilities, released the hate, the anger, the cynicism. We limit ourselves but I don't want to feel the constraints anymore, I'm ready to be, I'm ready to exist, to flourish, to find beauty in simplicity, to imagine, to create, to wonder, to let go of the urge to know and to embrace the infinite possibilities.
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 3:27 PM UTC