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Sometimes, I wish I had cameras in my eyes so we could look back on these moments and hold them and you could see how you made them golden. Someone in the future could put my life on the screen, cut scenes when I go to sleep, special behind-the-scenes of us making these memories and I could just delete the ones I didn't want to keep. I would never lose a second. If my life was a piece of cinematic genius then I might try harder to keep this up: I'd adjust my angles, I'd check my volume, I'd have the perfect songs to sing along to and everyone would buy the soundtrack CD, if they were just like me. But you aren't. See, I had a better opening verse but when my mind is made up of rhythm and rhyme, everything that isn't written down gets driven away in a big black metaphorical hearse, the kind that you aren't allowed to ride in yet. Your job isn't finished until mine is, car crash collisions, underwater violence, silence, broken heart strings strung on a violin and a bass drum keeping us up to speed. See? I'm a mash up of bad one-line poems and I'm not slowing down, not for anybody. I've seen angels with broken halos and featherless wings, trying so hard to fly but they're as successful as that extinct little kiwi, who all died trying to fly but, hey, at least they went down swinging because we're all slaves to gravity. So these angels find spaces in their minds to curl up and sleep. You've got your body on autopilot and don't you find it exhausting, to just stop trying? Let's get back to the movie. By then, we'll be living to infinity, like, for real, not just a symbol on the skin but a time to live. Immortality. So watching me breathe will be nothing in the wasteland of time that they will have to waste-- not currently, no, because currently our lives seem so short especially with empty promises of infinities and galaxies and light years away on another inhabited planet a kid like me is saying the exact same things because there's no more originality, not in this space, not in the void of immortality. And in My Life As A Movie, they'll see me: standing in the street with you, holding hands and praising bands and feeling alive again, because now we're aware-- of the angles, of the volume, of the sets and costumes, of the film and the video rules that I learned in high school. Now that we know it's all a big production, we'll ruin the show. Our voices will be whispers or shouts and the microphones will be too scratchy to catch what we're saying. Our feet will fly like the angels once could, ruining any chance of an easy shoot. My memories of you are golden, and I'd sell my mortality just to keep a good hold on them but I can't. I don't want to. Infinities are found throughout our galaxy, but my only real infinity is you. You, like a scratched DVD that sometimes slips off the screen because we have our rough times, too. I sometimes find myself wishing I had cameras in my eyes, but then I think I'd rather be blind so no one else sees you like I do. The world isn't ready for that yet.
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May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 10:01 AM UTC
hutchinson
apeirophobia [platonic serenade]
Sometimes, I wish I had cameras in my eyes so we could look back on these moments and hold them and you could see how you made them golden. Someone in the future could put my life on the screen, cut scenes when I go to sleep, special behind-the-scenes of us making these memories and I could just delete the ones I didn't want to keep. I would never lose a second. If my life was a piece of cinematic genius then I might try harder to keep this up: I'd adjust my angles, I'd check my volume, I'd have the perfect songs to sing along to and everyone would buy the soundtrack CD, if they were just like me. But you aren't. See, I had a better opening verse but when my mind is made up of rhythm and rhyme, everything that isn't written down gets driven away in a big black metaphorical hearse, the kind that you aren't allowed to ride in yet. Your job isn't finished until mine is, car crash collisions, underwater violence, silence, broken heart strings strung on a violin and a bass drum keeping us up to speed. See? I'm a mash up of bad one-line poems and I'm not slowing down, not for anybody. I've seen angels with broken halos and featherless wings, trying so hard to fly but they're as successful as that extinct little kiwi, who all died trying to fly but, hey, at least they went down swinging because we're all slaves to gravity. So these angels find spaces in their minds to curl up and sleep. You've got your body on autopilot and don't you find it exhausting, to just stop trying? Let's get back to the movie. By then, we'll be living to infinity, like, for real, not just a symbol on the skin but a time to live. Immortality. So watching me breathe will be nothing in the wasteland of time that they will have to waste-- not currently, no, because currently our lives seem so short especially with empty promises of infinities and galaxies and light years away on another inhabited planet a kid like me is saying the exact same things because there's no more originality, not in this space, not in the void of immortality. And in My Life As A Movie, they'll see me: standing in the street with you, holding hands and praising bands and feeling alive again, because now we're aware-- of the angles, of the volume, of the sets and costumes, of the film and the video rules that I learned in high school. Now that we know it's all a big production, we'll ruin the show. Our voices will be whispers or shouts and the microphones will be too scratchy to catch what we're saying. Our feet will fly like the angels once could, ruining any chance of an easy shoot. My memories of you are golden, and I'd sell my mortality just to keep a good hold on them but I can't. I don't want to. Infinities are found throughout our galaxy, but my only real infinity is you. You, like a scratched DVD that sometimes slips off the screen because we have our rough times, too. I sometimes find myself wishing I had cameras in my eyes, but then I think I'd rather be blind so no one else sees you like I do. The world isn't ready for that yet.
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