#anything
You say you love me,
But you are not the one
Next to me.
You say you love me,
But you are not the one
Seeing who I am.
You say you love me,
But you are not the one
Caring about my feelings.
You say you love me,
But you are the one
Casually hurting me
Unintentionally everyday.
Saying “love,”
But acting “hurt.”
That kind of love
Means nothing to me.
Apr 16
Apr 16, 2026 at 3:49 AM UTC
cannot absent fear
from your
mind.
that’s a sole presumption,
that’s a soul prepostioning,
coordinating your
thoughts breathing & fingers,
once achieved ~
once you have learnt ~
mastery of this proposition.
tough?
oh yeah baby…
but then you won’t be needing to ask me for
anything,
cause
you’ll have it
under control
natta
p.s. i’m working on my absentia dementia too…
Apr 11
Apr 11, 2026 at 6:10 PM UTC
Over that hill
Next to the bridge
Under a willow tree
That's where she lives
She blossoms there
Thrives on fresh air
Not something you'd notice
Unless you stare
A silhouette of her body
Still molded in grass
Rounded by beauty
Fractured like glass
She sat there one day
That's all it took
Stole my breath away
Without gifting a look
I, a mere mortal
Gazed from afar
At the princess in purple
Covered in scars
Her glasses kept slipping
Didn't seem to fit proper
Through her book she was living
I had nothing to offer
When the last page was read
And the subject was closed
She stood up to stretch
Into the shape of a rose
In a flash she was gone
As the Sun said good bye
A true blossom I plucked
Without saying hi
,
Feb 20
Feb 20, 2026 at 8:29 AM UTC
Twilight You mere Cousin
to our friend Dusk,
You fold & slide blue
,heavenly.
so heavenly hued.
Twilight You , My
children s
book,
are Who I first met; dis-
liked
, aligned so eerily
with mystery
,
& My Old Man Death.
Jan 7
Jan 7, 2026 at 4:21 PM UTC
how you affected me
was not a single moment,
but a slow erosion
like wind convincing stone
to forget its shape.
I didn’t notice at first.
your presence was a flicker,
a shift in the way I held my breath
when the kettle screamed.
you rearranged my sentences.
I began to speak in ellipses,
leave thoughts unfinished
to feel them echo.
my hands learned new hesitations.
I touched things differently
the edge of a book,
the space between keys,
the silence after music.
you didn’t ask for anything.
you just arrived,
and the architecture of my days
tilted slightly,
as if gravity had changed its mind.
I still walk the same streets,
but they feel
less certain.
Nov 16, 2025
Nov 16, 2025 at 4:06 AM UTC
I’ll never claim moral authority.
I could never tell
what’s good for me. Installation
welcome for moral education.
A ginger car, foot on the
break. I practice saying hello.
Though I’m poor at it.
Angel please offer your hand
to me. A catalog of books
to read.
I have so many stories to write.
But I drive on the open road,
so I too, could be a memory.
I’ll never find what’s right for me.
If grace could be define,
it would be a quiet phase, another
person, learning for the
better. Who never knows, but
it’s gone now. So I’m craving more.
But I’m traveling to trigger
prompts of moral lessons, just
to conjure the need to practice
is where I fail to act.
I’m just waiting to crumble again.
All I know, be a ***** when
it comes to your own ethics.
Nov 14, 2025
Nov 14, 2025 at 7:11 PM UTC
He,
is the angel
you'd
fight the devil
for.
The one,
You'd climb mountains
for, just to
be one with
the sky,
and see his
face.
Oct 24, 2025
Oct 24, 2025 at 7:46 AM UTC
many years ago, obsessed, possessed,
by devils impulses irresistible,
wrote poems like a mad~Person,
dripping octaves and intervals,
notating notes unreachable,
between every word, every sighting,
seen and un~scene
now
years in, years on,
yet I fool,
have in my wallet purse,
a purser's bounty, should I
win either, or both of the
lotteries
to be held this weekend...
fool,
fool,
dreams and verbal webs woven,
all are now and by tomorrow,
will be recycled into dust,
and I am soon to follow,
cackling laughter at
the fool I've become,
that's my name, fool fool…fool
Oct 25, 2025
Oct 25, 2025 at 2:58 AM UTC
I feel your eyes on me
not the gaze, not the warmth,
but the weight,
the pressure of being seen
in the wrong light,
in the wrong skin,
in the wrong moment
when I forgot how to hold myself together.
You watched me unravel
and I pretended it was wind,
pretended it was art,
pretended it was anything
but the truth of your attention
scraping against the raw parts
I thought I’d buried.
There was a twitch in my shoulder
when you stared too long
a memory of hands that didn’t ask,
a hallway echo,
a breath caught mid-sentence
because the air turned sharp
and I couldn’t remember
how to be safe
in my own outline.
I feel your eyes on me
and I want to peel mine out
so I don’t have to meet them,
so I don’t have to confirm
what you already decided
about the way I flinch
when someone says my name
too gently.
You don’t blink.
And I keep hoping
if I stay still enough
you’ll forget I’m here,
forget I ever let you in,
forget the way I folded
when you said
nothing at all.
Oct 10, 2025
Oct 10, 2025 at 2:52 AM UTC
I look at you, you look at me
The glances were exchanged
The sparks were flying
O' I swear, the heart fluttered
I sometimes steal a glance and sometimes yours wondering curious eye
I swear it was something before anyone raise the point
But here I wonder upon it
Was it true or something I made
I doubt my remembrance, the old issue of mine
But this time, there is something different I felt,
Like it tapped into my truest of truth
It tapped into something I am made of
So, I wonder, I wander where are you now
Into the unknown I pledge
for you to come back
Come back fast
So we can look it together
love.
Ria
Aug 17, 2025
Aug 17, 2025 at 11:51 PM UTC
As darkness is just perceptive errors or failures,
Light reveals more.
Investigation yields more
Than merely just believing;
You can believe in everything,
Without believing in anything.
You can believe in everything,
Without believing in 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.
You can believe in everything,
Without it meaning anything.
You can believe anything,
Even while it goes against all that is logical & virtuous.
Believing in everything without properly investigating
Is meaningless.
Believing in anything that after investigation contradicts
Logic & Virtue, facts & opinion - both the objective & subjective,
Is meaningless.
Don't read into things
Which really aren't there to begin with,
Because there is so much
Of which you all are ignorant.
So don't be arrogant;
Be a teacher,
Parent.
Aug 1, 2025
Aug 1, 2025 at 2:43 PM UTC
Deep in my heart I knew you'd leave.
I knew I wasn't good enough, even though I tried.
but I wanna know how you left so effortlessly?
I gave you my all.... so fully, leaving none of myself for me.
I rooted my self worth in you, if you loved me, I loved me. (but I would always love you more)
so how? how could you just leave without a second thought, knowing I loved you? knowing I would have given you the world if you only would have asked?
you told me to jump and I asked how high.
even now, if you came back, I'd welcome you with open arms.
saying sorry for anything I did to make you leave. because I loved you. and I always will love you.
but I know you won't. you couldn't, you chose not to.
I was a space holder, no matter the lies you told me, the loved you pretended to share.
I was a mere page in your story, but you were my book....
Feb 10, 2025
Feb 10, 2025 at 9:40 PM UTC
I've heard I can have anything,
Do anything,
Be anything,
If I'm willing to sacrifice everything
But here's the thing,
I have nothing to give
So nothing is what I'll be getting
©2024
Sep 28, 2024
Sep 28, 2024 at 4:12 AM UTC
Let me hear,
Please tell me,
Try to make clear
That you know everything
Or anything for sure
And I'll make sure
To reassure
That you sir
Are a lier
'Cause even the son of the maker
Says his own father
Is the only one to know for sure
When the rapture
Will occur
©2024
Sep 4, 2024
Sep 4, 2024 at 4:16 PM UTC
Anything? Everything
I always thought that a world without you would be a world with less light.
But then I thought about life before you,
and I remember light being there,
I just didn't really care.
So now, when you say you doubt
you've made a difference,
and you're worried you haven't changed anything,
I'll smile and say
"baby, you've changed everything."
Aug 18, 2024
Aug 18, 2024 at 9:26 PM UTC
No more...
Feeling unwanted
Feeling unloved
Feeling like there's no one above
I've had e-fu¢ing-nough
No more...
Being "the problem"
Being "more that I can take"
Being no more than "the latest mistake"
For **** sake
No more...
Fu¢king anything
I'm okay with it being just me
I'm okay with being nothing
I can only be what you see
©2024
Jul 31, 2024
Jul 31, 2024 at 7:04 PM UTC
I want to be anything but me
Not always obviously
But often definitely
Specifically when that pesky negativity
Has a death grip on my personality
And brings out the ugly
©2024
Jun 21, 2024
Jun 21, 2024 at 3:49 PM UTC
Sometime long ago
Back before time had it's day
Before wind had a way
Before there was anything there to say
I regret deciding to stay
©2024
Jun 4, 2024
Jun 4, 2024 at 6:55 PM UTC
every bit, every tiny bit
i can feel the elephant foot through
my chest, there is
little to no breath, can i stop?
god, if there is anything for me
please don’t make it wait longer
tell my future i won’t be coming
earth is not my place, not anywhere i’ve been
this is too much
half my day i want to scream on the top of my lungs
for help, for solitude, for no one
why am i not heard yet?
maybe i should tell someone
that my room is a mess like my head
and i can’t keep it still, slowly filling my hands
with anything i can find, i wont rest
i cant rest
i can’t let me go
i have to become my future
i promised i won’t go
i promised things i can’t keep
just let me go, my lungs have
and the blood swells my chest
my eyes aren’t smiling
im sorry im not joyful like i used to be
Oct 27, 2022
Oct 27, 2022 at 4:27 PM UTC
I don't know if I can change anything.
But I have to try. I've seen too many people
let their dreams fall by the wayside.
And for what? A chance to survive
long enough to see their children thrive?
No. We deserve better. For ourselves.
For our loved ones. For everyone.
Like I said.
I don't know if I can change anything.
But I have to try. I've seen too many people
let their dreams fall by the wayside.
Aug 9, 2021
Aug 9, 2021 at 8:54 PM UTC
I feel breathless at any speck of thought —an idea— crossing my mind. I am restlessly wishing for something, prying for crumbs, and my mind is slowly sinking. Breathing words for oxygen, concepts for nutrients. I am a starving girl in a desert of words.
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 8:24 PM UTC
You can be anything you want to be; a clown, a lover, a serial killer, a tarot card reader, a musician who likes to eat pickles. You can be a prized fighter who falls in love with love itself. When you read you can be anything, and I do mean anything. But when you write.....you can see what's happening in front of you, you can be the night sky, in the twinkling eye of the child when she is being read your bedtime story. Put yourself in my place, when I am writing I close my eyes and the story that wants to come out is vividly clear in front of me. It's amazing what words can do when the right ones are put together: time stood still when you looked at me. I felt what you didn't say, I felt what you were gonna say. You smell so good, I can't wait for you to.....You know....It's all good, I know you feel it too, if this is just my imagination, I need to stop drinking so much coffee, the caffeine is starting to get to me.
Jan 13, 2021
Jan 13, 2021 at 9:50 AM UTC