#antianxiety
I am safe, no matter what my anxiety tells me :)
Jan 12, 2025
Jan 12, 2025 at 5:02 AM UTC
Once anxiety hits in
It spreads around like lava
Projecting negativity
And causing so much drama
So I increase awareness
To end this pattern's madness
Restoring back my mindset
Slowing down, gentle reset
Breathing consciously
I remind myself
I am the one responsible
For my mental health
Comparison arises
It causes an earthquake
This is the perfect timing
To become awake.
Dec 30, 2024
Dec 30, 2024 at 9:10 AM UTC
“Go to the doctor, sit in a dim room, take a pill,
Take a test,
Map your progress on a chart-
Get better.”
“What did Dr. Doctor say?”
“How much longer will it take?”
“When will you
Get better?”
Write in a journal,
Make sure that you record
Every day
Until you
get better.
Because we care about you,
We love you,
And we just want you to
“Get better”.
But what is better?
What if I’m the best?
What if this is as
Better
As it gets?
I don’t want to spend this life
In waiting rooms
Waking up to alarms
“Take 2 @ 7 am”,
Why do I have to live this way?
No one told me this before,
When I made up my face with a smile,
And cowered in the closet,
While my doppleganger danced and performed,
And if that’s what you call better,
Hiding
Or residing
In a haze of medication,
Doped up,
Sobered down,
Nothing to hang onto,
I don’t need to lock the doors three times,
Because I don’t care if they’re locked at all.
Is this it?
Is this
Better,
Is this what they’ve been asking for?
Tell me,
Friends,
Loved ones,
Professionals,
Is that what I must do to
Get better?
Hide?
Live in an underwater world,
Where everything is slow,
And the music is muted,
And you can’t feel down,
Because you can’t feel anything at all?
Is that how I can do it?
Is that how I can
Get better?
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 11:02 PM UTC