#annorexia
I’m a china doll…
With rounded hips,
And fluorescent lips,
I am still never “good enough”
. . .
But it's okay!
I won’t grow today!
I’ll lose another layer
. . .
People start to see,
What’s not enough to set me free
But, to only me,
I have to be,
What I saw years ago…
. . .
But I’m okay,
Cause that’s what I say
I’ll just lose another layer…
. . .
All I own
Are baggy clothes,
From all those
Who still can get “too big”
. . .
Thinning layers,
I’m running out
I’ve reached my final road.
Cause tags and walls
Can say so much,
But numbers say it all…
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 7:11 PM UTC
I cannot recall
the last time I sat alone
to think
enjoyed a full meal
or felt the warmth of love
weaken my knees
and that is enough
to spark worry in my soul
In my world
I am never lonely
I do not lack in possessions
or the adoration of a stranger
from time to time
Perhaps what I long for
rests in a world
beyond the city
and far away
from all I have worked
to achieve
Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 3:27 AM UTC
hunger is a blade that carves me
i open my arms and pull the air in
-big hug!-
then **** right through me, nobody there.
it's only me holding myself.
my arms wrap two times
around my ribs,
meet behind my back for a secret
handshake.
i am not what was expected.
i'm so sharp-
it's cut me now i'll cut you.
come closer
closer
no, come closer
i'm gonna make you see what i see
Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 10:07 PM UTC