#aniexty
at last she is still
how frigid and shallow she may be
I can never find enough room to escape her.
You swallow me in the mist of everything
from the shadows you slip and fall
into my wounds.
Apr 21, 2016
Apr 21, 2016 at 4:59 PM UTC
I am constraint
In a constraint body
I move from thought to thought
race between a permanent
solitude
I hear a screaming voice
and it´s my own
She´s screaming out my own
deepest secrets
Who did I tell my shame?
If not you
You keep me, in a confinement
locked in among my frustrated fears
morbidly amused by their strenght
I stay in here.
Where else would I go
If not back to you.
Apr 6, 2016
Apr 6, 2016 at 4:51 PM UTC
I´ve had my fair share
of not wanting to exist
The sole purpose of my life
was to eventually die out
on my own way.
Even though I´ve wished upon
death more times then I
congratulated my organs
for granting me one more day
of misery.
I will not be shame myself
for dreaming about death.
I just wish I had woken up sooner.
Oct 29, 2015
Oct 29, 2015 at 6:17 PM UTC
I rise despite sickness,
The invisible parasite
that clings on me
Has found his way out of my bed
The darkness of my secrets.
will be destroyed in his eyes
Oct 24, 2015
Oct 24, 2015 at 5:46 PM UTC
at last she lays still
how frigid and stiff she may be
I can never find a way to touch her
I still cannot escape the curves
You fill me in the middle of
a lonesome afternoon
From the shadows
rising to find my wounds
Against the rough embrace of heaven
flows my nightmares
How my fighting spirit will endure them all!
This is a time when
All I love wants to devour me.
Sep 20, 2015
Sep 20, 2015 at 4:06 PM UTC
hosted by most
of the demons
You know,
I say farwell
to your sorrows,
No longer will
I fall into
your shadows,
I wont cry
in your sleep
nor will I linger
in the water
when you drown
My footprints
wont be visible
to your eyes,
I wont enlighten
your tears when
ever they fall
at my ground
Gone away
Leaving my
broken wishes
on your pillow
Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 1:35 PM UTC
Night into night
carriyng all your secrets
In every mineral tear
that slips through her body
is you
-2015/05/08
Sep 16, 2015
Sep 16, 2015 at 2:58 PM UTC
marching towards
an ocean of goodbye
Do you know why
you should break away
I said one there was one
only one life to live.
Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 11:52 AM UTC
I perform
with aniexty
Using whatever
leftover energy
I have
To transform
a frown
into a smile
Am I Okay?
No not really
Will I ever be Okay?
No not really
Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 5:05 PM UTC
Draped,
in a long sleeve
shirt,
to cover the evidence
And painting an expression
of contentful bliss
But it is simply an illusion
for the sake of others
Denial the easiest act to employ
Crimson tears stream down
and pool on the floor
A slight shudder
from the sting of the razor’s kiss
Momentary reprieve
from the turbulance in her mind
This pain her only time of joy
But the outside world only sees
the smile on her face
A subtle attempt to make it seem
like nothing’s amiss
Her false expression
of happiness forever a burden to her
Because no one wants a broken toy…
May 11, 2015
May 11, 2015 at 10:11 PM UTC
starving on the fringes gorged and gored of that vibrating center
Look at me but not that long, let me be a cog of the conversation, I can't start the wheels turning and god please don't turn me into rust, grinding words to a scream, a screeching halt
Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 8:44 PM UTC