I'm slowly realising that I am falling apart
Whether it is piece by piece 
Or all together 
I know I have miles to go
To progress and choose my path I want 
However I am tired 
I want to stop 
At the same time I want to keep going
So here I am yet again
Writing out my feelings 
Trying to ignore my hurt
While this doesn't always work 
I hope it does this time around 
Enlisted and hoping for a chance
To prove myself and take a breath 
I hope that I am what everyone's looking for
So here I go