I am standing in a field 
I am watching everything I love 
And everything&nbsp;&nbsp;I desire 
Circle around me.
It is raining 
You are standing in front of me 
I am reaching for you but I cannot move 
I am calling for you but I cannot speak 
I am looking at you but you are looking past me 
Your eyes are glazed over 
Your fingers are fidgeting
The edges of your mouth are quivering 
And you are looking past me,
At her. 
The memories of us ache through my bones 
I am falling 
I am drowning 
I am spinning 
I am standing in a field 
I am watching everything I love and desire crumble before me 
And I cannot move.