#aloofness
what a noble endeavour
to always appear measured
to never loose you cool
I've been through it all
the turbulent sea
the loss and apathy
yet I still remain
not quite the same
not quite insane
but getting there
wherever that may be
across the same sea
I was never a strong swimmer
not what you'd call a winner
but who needs medals
or other precious metals
they will only weigh you down
how heavy is the crown
I abdicate my throne
would rather be alone
you may not think of me as clever
but noble is my endeavour
May 11, 2025
May 11, 2025 at 4:47 PM UTC
no heart only self
mortality is just apathy
emotions all dull
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 6:02 PM UTC
an orient
of tabulation
well ornament
was polar
as confabulation
sought variation
that once
made neighbors'
diversification and
now their
state proxy
of community
found in
direness and
guarded their
intoxicated draft
in myalgia
Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 10:09 AM UTC
I'm not asking for too much
I'm not asking for anything at all
And suddenly mediocrity is magical and sufficient.
It's efficient to let yourself be inspired by little things
That
In reality
Are rather,
"Just fine"
And we continue the day with our heads held towards the sky
Even if it's always nighttime inside
And I sigh
I sigh because nothing excites nor impresses
Nor angers nor frustrates nor makes me react
For I expect nothing
To shield myself off
In this world of barriers
I'm lost.
Apr 14, 2016
Apr 14, 2016 at 12:55 PM UTC
when do the tears
stop running down our faces,
and finally heal our ailing hearts?
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 4:59 AM UTC
Many sighs between
The heart and lips
Oft, feelings are adrift
Winds of time
Takes hold of the sail
Pulled away
By the undercurrents
Of despair
Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 12:04 PM UTC
to be distanced.
to be aloof.
to be that wolf.
with my pack,
who supports my back.
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 8:38 AM UTC