#along
Within me,
your memory dwells
like the toll of somber
midnight bells—
carrying through the cold;
its chimes echo,
resonating
through my soul.
O’er the moors,
moonlight shines;
the fog reveals
a spectral image
of our love once divine.
The bells toll on
through the midnight dark;
each lonely hour
I count and mark.
Forever, you will live
within the chambers of my heart.
Mar 30
Mar 30, 2026 at 3:55 PM UTC
I didn't belong, not then, not there.
but i feel my way
backward
It codes for a day
where you sit next to someone
and confide your history.
I have been making sense of
all the senseless endings
all along.
An object held by a gaze, radiating.
You would say passion but a demon
has sewn your lips shut.
It looks up as if to ask: Tell me
How often do you feel the way you feel?
By you he meant me.
Sep 29, 2025
Sep 29, 2025 at 11:14 AM UTC
Live life step by step
Taking care to smell roses
Passed along the way
Jul 24, 2021
Jul 24, 2021 at 10:18 PM UTC
Let's walk in the rain,
and get drenched in pain
of our past as we wash
all that old moss.
Let's fly amidst the fire
hidden in us so dire.
The clouds linger above
as I unfear the lost love.
Jul 27, 2020
Jul 27, 2020 at 7:13 AM UTC
walk with me, my cherish.....the
shoreline beckons, as our feet
leave hot sand
Jun 13, 2020
Jun 13, 2020 at 9:24 AM UTC
I suspect,
that my essence
was never meant
for such love.
all along,
all alone.
and thus I remain.
Jan 12, 2020
Jan 12, 2020 at 11:19 PM UTC
With each breath,
the words we left erupt into contingency
clever quips afford an inference sold, stark in it's consistency.
If ever I was taught a thrift aligning threads along a canvas.
Head to toe, snake oil or poison, chalking up life's mysteries
The needle treads along indifferent rhythms
often missed in lieu of lecture
lifted structure, painted fracture
vivid summer, lazy *******
lay the meaning on at will along alliterated thrill
fulfill the seam content to spill
to drill the point in that much faster.
tears of sadness
tears of laughter
so..
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Why does it work
to levy silence or flirt
to learn a line of some actress
or divide up the earth
assert a picture infatuated with prying for worth
when it ain't there.
"I don't care,
I ain't tryna get hurt."
Have a word, agg a bird on, classic
campaign
who's drinking champagne,
who's getting turned on
Choose a new frame for the tragic.
Are we laying the groove
or are we playing in traffic.
No spoilers.
Oct 25, 2019
Oct 25, 2019 at 6:58 PM UTC
A good friend is made by getting along with someone.
A best friend is made by finding a part of yourself in someone.
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 1:16 PM UTC
No mention of stars or sea
Or of sky or song
Or of rivers reaching
Roads winding
Or of trees singing quietly
As we walk along
None of it lasts
Nearly half as long
Or compares to the truth
Within the pursuit of you
As we walk along
May 14, 2019
May 14, 2019 at 6:53 PM UTC
Uh oh, I feel it
It's coming again
One more unwanted visit
From my longtime friend
There's no notice given
As he barges right in
And no length to his stay
Don't know when it will end
He takes over my space
As if it's always been
Just his place and not mine
Who's the one paying rent?
Feel my presence erased
Put on hold and suspend
Don't confront; Do not face
Feel I can not defend
Everyday forced to face
Sadly, what could have been
Feeling lost and disgraced
I'm imprisoned again
In this bottomless pit
Where reality bends
Won't give up; Will not quit
Digging out with a pen
Beg for mercy and pleas
In these notes that I send
Penned emotionally
On my life it depends
Don't just look; Need to see
The real trouble I'm in
My words quietly scream
Fight alone I can't win
Someone please just help me
A spare hand you can lend
Don't need much to be free
Very little you'll spend
But without it I'll bleed
Boxer who can't contend
I'm struck down in defeat
Ref has counted to ten
Not how it has to be
Room is starting to spin
Get me up on my feet
Reset this bowling pin
Knock me flat in the street
Won't sit still like a hen
Punching bag that you beat
Think I'm yours; That is when
Rising up suddenly
Spirit back on the mend
You're the one looking weak
Everything is pretend
Cleaning house; Need to sweep
From this filth I've been cleansed
Helped in my time of need
Thankfully by my friends
Days ahead bright for me
My life here want to spend
But can't get too comfy
He will strike; Don't know when
Out my eye hole I peep
Could return once again
Promising not to leave
Me and my longtime friend
Apr 12, 2019
Apr 12, 2019 at 1:22 PM UTC
The depth of space isn't really confined
but along with infinity it is defined.
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Mar 19, 2019
Mar 19, 2019 at 4:48 AM UTC
I long to be buried
along with who I am
under what I did
above what I was
Dec 18, 2018
Dec 18, 2018 at 11:24 PM UTC
Ants along the stone
Up and down on strings they go
Will they ever know?
Nov 19, 2018
Nov 19, 2018 at 10:27 AM UTC
They are spearheads
The trees, stewsters in the Grey
On Somber window.
Nov 19, 2018
Nov 19, 2018 at 10:19 AM UTC
cat-eyed passion
lurking in the tall grass
all ears for years
but I knew...
Caught a whiff
early on
and she still stayed hidden
teasing and teasing
looking for the right time
such alien patience
and dedication
equal only to madness
Oct 22, 2018
Oct 22, 2018 at 7:59 AM UTC
I walked along the sea in bold steps
by the sea I walked and did not stop
as if my heart was not beating
as if my heart did not move
and no matter how people do not bother me
I walked along the sea in bold steps
but the days were flying like birds
like trees in spring and autumn in summer
like the snow outside the window like a blizzard
as if every day and every night
but the days of flying flew away
but the dream took root in me
30.07.18
Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 2:54 PM UTC
Hum, hum, hum along.
Sing with me (y)our favorite song.
Please listen close, for here, tonight,
You’ll find your comfort in my plight.
Hum, hum, hum along.
Sing if all the words are wrong,
But don’t delay, just hold on tight
And maybe we can sing them right.
Hum, hum, hum along
To every note, both short and long.
Erase your troubles from your sight,
And there it is: your soul’s delight.
Jun 10, 2018
Jun 10, 2018 at 12:49 AM UTC
my greatest fear is that
you will always see me
as a child
my greatest fear is that
you are too far away to
ever be my peer
my greatest fear is that
i am a burden to you,
nothing more than a
mandatory activity
my greatest fear is that
all you see is my ********
like how
i only see your ****** attitude
my greatest fear is that
the gap will never
be closed
my greatest fear is that
-nine years is too long
May 27, 2018
May 27, 2018 at 10:34 PM UTC
Dedication , strength , and perseverance is what we were told
"To help create productive members of society through the youth we will mold"
They would P.T us and "smoke us" and then after that during the winter they would ask , "Are you still cold?"
I trained and kept quite most of the time
The academy help set for me a paradigm
The seconds felt like days the days then turned to months and by then it was gone
I miss the days from talking to the others or to listening to "outside music" like "Hit the Quan"
The main factor that drove me to the highest rank was proving everyone wrong
It made me ready for the uncertainty and strong
I knew I could do it and I still can I knew this all along
May 16, 2018
May 16, 2018 at 2:01 PM UTC
I’m neither glad nor sad
I don’t intend to, make you feel bad
Have you ever thought
What made me wait
To ask you out
I’m neither right nor wrong
That's quite, where my fears belong
Thought of approaching Straight, if you'll stay along
Although it was a dream, made my feelings strong
I thought it'll be me, to whom you belong
But tonight, you made me hum a sad song
Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 6:57 AM UTC