#alittlebitconfused
dear diary,
I can't remember
the last time
I thought
of him
and yet;
today I dreamt
of him
Dec 1, 2020
Dec 1, 2020 at 11:20 AM UTC
i would give him
the moon and the stars,
even the sun too
i would move
the mountains away
and the sea closer
i would ****
the ones who hurt him
and revive
the ones he lost
i would change
the order of the alphabet
and color
my world black and white
i would give him
everything,
if he would just give
us a chance
Nov 24, 2020
Nov 24, 2020 at 3:29 PM UTC
if I'd lose everything
if I had nothing to give;
I would still ask
for your help
Nov 17, 2020
Nov 17, 2020 at 4:58 PM UTC
i like
seeing you
happy
i really do;
it makes you
even more
beautiful
but i wish
it was me
instead
of him
who is
the reason
of your happiness
Nov 11, 2020
Nov 11, 2020 at 3:43 PM UTC
i keep saying
that I don't love you anymore
but I still feel like before
Nov 7, 2020
Nov 7, 2020 at 5:00 PM UTC
do you even recognize me,
wearing jeans instead of a dress
because originally I didn't want to impress
or is she all you see?
Oct 30, 2020
Oct 30, 2020 at 7:33 PM UTC
No matter
what I tell
myself
and my friends –
You still
affect me
Oct 26, 2020
Oct 26, 2020 at 10:37 AM UTC
when people
ask me if
i have
a type
then i don't
think about
anyone in particular
but i
still describe
you
Oct 15, 2020
Oct 15, 2020 at 1:16 PM UTC
i feel
her emerald eyes
on me
and i
can't resist
the urge
to look up
so our
eyes meet
and there's
something shy
in them
it feels like
you're holding
something back
but I can't tell
what it is
Oct 6, 2020
Oct 6, 2020 at 3:30 PM UTC
i know
that we
never were
together
but you
still broke
my heart
Sep 29, 2020
Sep 29, 2020 at 3:30 PM UTC
your best friend
told me
you are
really shy
but then why
are you
so open
with me?
you barely
even know
me
Sep 23, 2020
Sep 23, 2020 at 3:37 PM UTC
she
does not
laugh aloud
often
so when
she does
it is
the most
beautiful thing
to hear
and time
stands still
for just
a second
Sep 16, 2020
Sep 16, 2020 at 11:18 AM UTC
why can't
we be
two midnight lovers
sharing kisses
in the safeness
of the night?
saying silent
I love you's
with our eyes
so no one
will hear?
holding hands
while walking away
until
our fingers
brush for
one last time?
why
can't we be
midnight lovers?
Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 3:38 PM UTC
She is
like the sun
Often
beaming
but
mostly alone
I am
like the moon
Hiding in
the shadows
but
surrounded
by many
So tell me,
could an
us
work?
Sep 7, 2020
Sep 7, 2020 at 3:32 PM UTC
sometimes
what I dream
comes true
but tell me,
will the dreams
of you
too?
Sep 2, 2020
Sep 2, 2020 at 4:24 PM UTC
It’s not
that I am
not interested
in boys
anymore
It’s just
that I
compare
every boy
that catches
my attention
to you
And they
don’t stand
even the
slightest chance
Aug 31, 2020
Aug 31, 2020 at 3:28 PM UTC
reaching out,
our fingers
nearly
touch
just a little
bit further,
sparks fly
and i
lay alone
in bed
you weren't
there
you didn't
reach
for me
it was
just a dream
it was
just fake
Aug 26, 2020
Aug 26, 2020 at 5:18 PM UTC
I pressed
my palms
hard
against
my eyes
Desperately trying
to get you
out
of my head
But instead
I saw your
small smile
and
brown eyes
right before
me
Aug 19, 2020
Aug 19, 2020 at 4:26 PM UTC
her smile
isn't
bright as
the sun
her smile
is small
with
nearly
invisible
dimples
but it is
the most
genuine smile
you'll ever
see
Aug 17, 2020
Aug 17, 2020 at 4:39 PM UTC
“what
do you feel
when you think
of him?”
“I honestly
don’t know.
there are
so many things
I feel
when
I think
of him.
Among others...
confusion.
just
a little bit.”
Aug 2, 2020
Aug 2, 2020 at 8:00 AM UTC
without
her noticing
her favorite songs
always
remind her
of the person
she once
loved
Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 4:55 PM UTC
her heart
and
her mind
were fighting
a merciless war
once again
whilst she
sat somehow numb
on her bed
listening
absently
to her
favorite songs
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 3:58 PM UTC
i was
staring
at my ceiling
once again
the song
that reminds
me of you
played
as so often
quietly in
the background
and the thought
of you
laying under
the same stars
as me
was weirdly
calming
Jun 16, 2020
Jun 16, 2020 at 3:16 PM UTC
it does not matter
how much
happens
something
well hidden
and
deep
inside of me
is still not repelled
by the imagination
of an
"us"
Jun 12, 2020
Jun 12, 2020 at 4:31 PM UTC
i want to know
who you are
are you really
this badass
with a
softie hidden inside?
or are you
a softie
with a
badass hidden inside?
Jun 11, 2020
Jun 11, 2020 at 8:35 AM UTC