#alchol - Hello Poetry

I know I couldn't do that to them or you It's just every thing is tearring me up from the inside out Everyday it gets harder and harder to stay Trying to pretend like everything's okay It's making it hard to stay My heart is heavy and all these things I've kept inside Is catching up to me Three years of avoiding talking about my problems and keeping sh*t inside my head Makes me want to try new things instead Alcohol Pills smoking a spliff to get high Made things 100x worse

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Feb 19, 2018

Feb 19, 2018 at 10:05 PM UTC

Haeselloya

Inside my head

I know I couldn't do that to them or you It's just every thing is tearring me up from the inside out Everyday it gets harder and harder to stay Trying to pretend like everything's okay It's making it hard to stay My heart is heavy and all these things I've kept inside Is catching up to me Three years of avoiding talking about my problems and keeping sh*t inside my head Makes me want to try new things instead Alcohol Pills smoking a spliff to get high Made things 100x worse

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Thoughtless words flow from your mouth And to me it sounds mangled and garbled Some language that I've not yet learned Some days i can make out what your saying Usually in the morning When the monster in you still sleeps. But everyday he begins to stir And I know that soon he will have taken over. And then you ARE the monster And whatever pieces of you I thought were salvageable, Have vanished and I'm looking for an escape route Anyway out will do As long as I don't have to hear the words which you once spoke, So clearly and sweetly, Spewing out like a hot geyser Unintelligible and broken. What went wrong along the way For you to so fully embrace A monster that would soon inch into every corner Of your life, stealing everything precious to you And collecting them together with it's ugly claws Balling them up and swallowing them into it's ugly black heart. What made you love that monster More than your own offspring? What made you love that monster More than yourself? I've learned how to live with him I've learned he's a part of you now But no matter all the time that passes, I cant understand him. His words, actions, thoughts. And maybe that's why I cant help you rid yourself of him. But when I can fully understand I'm going to take that bottle he's been living in And smash it into a million pieces.

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Jun 30, 2017

Jun 30, 2017 at 8:50 AM UTC

ShadowDancer91

Life In A Bottle

Thoughtless words flow from your mouth And to me it sounds mangled and garbled Some language that I've not yet learned Some days i can make out what your saying Usually in the morning When the monster in you still sleeps. But everyday he begins to stir And I know that soon he will have taken over. And then you ARE the monster And whatever pieces of you I thought were salvageable, Have vanished and I'm looking for an escape route Anyway out will do As long as I don't have to hear the words which you once spoke, So clearly and sweetly, Spewing out like a hot geyser Unintelligible and broken. What went wrong along the way For you to so fully embrace A monster that would soon inch into every corner Of your life, stealing everything precious to you And collecting them together with it's ugly claws Balling them up and swallowing them into it's ugly black heart. What made you love that monster More than your own offspring? What made you love that monster More than yourself? I've learned how to live with him I've learned he's a part of you now But no matter all the time that passes, I cant understand him. His words, actions, thoughts. And maybe that's why I cant help you rid yourself of him. But when I can fully understand I'm going to take that bottle he's been living in And smash it into a million pieces.

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Alchol To drown Fight my thoughts To drown the pain Alchol

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Jul 15, 2015

Jul 15, 2015 at 10:05 AM UTC

natasja-raven

Alchol

Alchol To drown Fight my thoughts To drown the pain Alchol

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tequila Sundays ***** Mondays broke pub Tuesdays and bottom barrel Wednesdays pay day Bacardi Thursdays, broke back corona Fridays angry fix Saturdays you think I'm dependent on you? to that i grin and open another bottle LG

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Mar 25, 2015

Mar 25, 2015 at 5:35 PM UTC

Actualityandfalseness

My favorite lover

tequila Sundays ***** Mondays broke pub Tuesdays and bottom barrel Wednesdays pay day Bacardi Thursdays, broke back corona Fridays angry fix Saturdays you think I'm dependent on you? to that i grin and open another bottle LG

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