#akda
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Ang iyong buhay
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Ng ibat ibang nobela
Na Sayo lahat nakakda
Ibat ibang istorya
Na iisa ang hiwaga
Sa pangalan mo kinuha
Ang milyong milyong diwata
Kauri mo ang mga tala
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Laging may kinabukasan
May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 5:57 AM UTC
There is a sorrow at the good, a listlessness understood,
An ἀκηδία of the soul, all the things a wouldn't should,
This one feels long in the quiet a thought finally loosens
Without care, concern, lack uncertain apathetic noosens
That weariness deep inside of a desert noonday demon,
A heavy drifting carries me nothing wandering ******
Evagrius Ponticus cuts me--a dull sound in a lost blade,
Disengaged meaning no touch kisses in always a shade,
The world is still there, but never reaches in a deep you
Retire from life goals purpose an absence of urgent blue
Not a call or whisper a desire so real fails to rise a dawn
A beauty so distant it dreams of me fading underdrawn
Not gone muted, a kind cruel empty gray resides inside
Withdraw, somehow a rust cracks, as the old in us died,
But in a quiet turn a space yet to be a peace lingers born
Tired of all the striving, simply stops us soft in a forlorn
Not abandoned, silence, begins on it's own to feel again,
Stay there w/me, there even there especially there begin.
3d ago
Jun 2, 2026 at 8:03 AM UTC