#ahhhhh
I love movies
It’s a great escape from reality
The reality of which there is no you and me
No happily ever after
And I’m forever haunted by the ghost of your laughter
You see in movies I can become someone else
For about 1 hour and 30 minutes I dream
Wishing that one day I’ll be your Evangeline
That our love will paint all the colours of the wind
And that we can finally see the light
We’d fly and see a new world
One where I am yours, and you are mine
Till the end of time
Because once upon a December
Life welcomed you
I praise God for that always
It was by His grace I met you
So even though the movie comes to an end
And the credits start rolling
I hope to see our names there
Under “directed by”
To indicate the start of our own universe
It’d definitely be on repeat
Mar 23
Mar 23, 2026 at 4:27 AM UTC
Can he cry
Knowing the winds won’t stop
Feeling his heart pulse achingly
Listening to the sounds in the other stalls
There are others crying with him
He still can’t cry
Can he cry
Knowing the failures will stick like duck tape
Felling his snot paint his sleeves white
Hugging himself in his time of fright
He still won’t cry
Can he cry
Knowing this is one out of too many
Feeling the burden settle so heavily
Breathing in timing to the tapping on his knee
The tears won’t come out
He can’t cry
Knowing it’ll always be the same
Feeling the drain on his psyche
Listening to the silence in the other stalls
He’s still the only one
And the winds still won’t stop
And the clouds will pass by
Mar 29, 2019
Mar 29, 2019 at 2:08 AM UTC
What is life without tragedy?
I heard once, that a man with no sadness has no dignity
I mean it's kinda sexist but you get the gist.
I could spill my entire heart,
cough it up onto the floor.
But don't tell me you don't wanna keep this up a little more?
like true artists we derive our beauty from our pain,
and if I can be your inspiration honey
then at least we didn't do this in vain.
I could say so much but I'll keep my lips shut tight,
I will say this though,
I distinctly think about one night.
It's not sad no, quite the opposite in fact
after everything fell apart, in drunk and loneliness
I went back.
That's all I'll say, I'm pushing buttons because
you're hovering over mine so slightly.
God, I need to learn to be like you
and sew the strings between my lips, tightly.
It's sort of nice like this, artistic impression
of I suppose our most honest thoughts, truthfully.
For you say so little when we do talk,
but boy do you ever write beautifully.
Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 1:28 AM UTC