#affraid
Your eyes seem to flare, your words rip through my skin.
My body trembling, my heart racing.
will there ever be an end?
Will I ever be enough?
Do you have to be so tough?
I'm in the corner, affraid, it's dark.
Your words slice through me.
If only looks could ****
Taking my life, like it would make a difference.
Leaving you, you would never learn.
A gentle touch, a warm embrace.
These are things I yearn.
Things you could never understand.
Feeling alone, bared a child, scorned, a one night stand?
But yet you're here. I see you sitting there.
Cold distant, a wrongful demand?
To want you to embrace me, to love me, to understand.
An hourglass, waiting for the sands to settle.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to mettle.
I look at you, I see rage, blackness, cold.
I never will be enough. Who was I to think it such.
Tattered, torn, and affraid.
My heart today...
But any way...
Nothing matters.
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 11:26 AM UTC