#affinity
Wrong turns, bad luck or no luck,
lucid recollections now six decades gone,
still,
points of reflection, from ruling class
reporters on what in Hell is happening,
while
time to stay one's mind upon meaning,
in the simple definitive act react act react
pneumatic logical breath in, breathe out,
distinctive other way, breath out, breathe in.
Putting first things first in picker experience,
we pick all the fruit on one tree, previous
to moving on to another tree, precious
memories, how they linger, and
with gladness flood my soul,
as gladness is our happy state, glad to say.
------------------------ trilling wohold on
on the bus, red satin black fringe, oh, my soul
Nine billion, or so
nobodies, lacking charisma
as they say, that worthiness some
seem to radiate, those affected say,
worth-shippedness certified appraisals
from conscious attenders to words, message
signaling
my start… minding my own business, changing
line upon line of nothing at all to nothing but this
my personal comfort zone, nonautomation ostent
atious waste
of whitespace, vertical panels, virtually lensing
reality, scrolled to veritable infinity
at the core of what a person is
in the common space our windows paradigm
on all time's contextual stretch of our shared sense,
our common sense, at cognate word level, basic
bottom mind sense, at cooperational deontologic
whying, when it comes to wishing others were
in some steady state afinity with me, against lying,
in wait, quietly hoping to trick before being tricked
into belief construction zones, sans hard hat or tools.
--------- Boss mind, hey
boss, Patron, se, patriotic soul man, woe, wombed
or un, man all the same kind at mind level, emotions
's where, all the difference there ever is, begins,
Genisis, to a child reared in post war anywhere,
if your mind allows empires represented by ancient
totems, rampant beasts believed to defend us, under
God,
who forbade ourkind, our unfallen, innocent spirit mind,
participation in one part of living reality, as far as we have
seen, with our Google Earth eyes, and our JWST eyes,
and our own inner eye, I am, we each know, anyway,
with knowledge now a given, a lie, all children just believe,
the first impression, what a lie does, told, and untold true,
subtler than any beast, but delicate matters, points balanced
under law, not under grace, bottom line rule for being
American to the core, where a person keeps its pride in just
being among the living, during days difficult to endure, just
if I had
known, as a spirit, what a spirit mind may imagine, as real as,
ten years, after starting to think, why am I justifying the real lie?
Genisis, seven days, was likely long told when moons were told,
shown, with story, tomorrow night, moon, you hear me, so old,
the initiation story, watch, mark this night, you here, me sold
in gratitude, in debt to more, by far, than I may think or ask,
inventers granted knowledge of wit, with which we think to ask,
what lonely God, comforted only by Wisdom and whatever spirit
is, free from mortal prejudice, paid attention to idled words spirits
sparks, from a movie about sentient machines,
and cyborgs, enhanced mortal mind wit changers
witchangers, endangered species writ remainders
woe, endure to the end, Joe, where y'gwanwidat gun inya ha'dja n
n na nanana to the when, any where any time, one wishes to ignor
all the peace we make at once, little tiny boil about to become rolling
as the latter rains arrived in my valley, today, to keep wild fires at bay,
all we know is we agreed, we sure could use some rain, amen
all we said, once is we agreed, life is different in spirit and truth,
on any given day, good gets judged, habits get checked, wishes happen,
and a men as a principle sylable, sayable spell song sung men t'al haps
men kind ness wor th a sayable
as haps may become the we
in legendary gentle peace
for no reason,
just cause
its poetic right useness
we think we
work, we think we work, we
be hum us yes humusyes we,
Ullyeseesus, amen, in spirit and truth as we may imagine
after, breath, 3 P.M. alarm, and no attached what for sense…
I know what it was for, a week ago, now it is for whatever it
interrupts… taking time to consider certain outlets, enough to
Run it up the pole, see who saluts.
Aug 28, 2025
Aug 28, 2025 at 6:22 PM UTC
I've been finding myself more
in the arms of uncertainty and nostalgia lately.
Its warmth cascades down my back
like hair made of gold and silk,
draping its familiarity over me
in the form of weary exhaustion.
And yet, when I get too close,
it holds me painfully tighter;
or pushes me away.
Forcing me to feel the dreary shiver
of winter all over again.
Perhaps this affinity surmised
was nothing more
than a suffocating disguise;
its hands holding mine
as if they were akin
to the bequeathed stars above.
I intend to abandon its presence,
as it did to mine;
but then I find it knocking
on my door once more.
And what else shall I do,
than let it in?
May 10, 2025
May 10, 2025 at 8:49 AM UTC
If my words could write me
My journey to you
Is my journey to me
And I made you
My home
In your sincere smile
Found everything I look for
Harmonious harmonies
Lost my words
Stayed true to self
Froze time in rhyme
Caressed the thoughts
Passion dwelled
Souls entangled
Fire ignited
Reason to surrender
Ecstasy up
Pure submission
Matter to adore
Holy synapse
Quiet moments
Endless pulses
Felt the nerve
Breathe in
As you please
You whirls my world
To complete
If you could see what I see
My journey to you
Is my journey to me
Mar 29, 2025
Mar 29, 2025 at 9:13 AM UTC
I keep practising,
letter by letter I read --
your body, your soul.
Feb 12, 2025
Feb 12, 2025 at 4:33 AM UTC
I love the conversations that we have.
There's no rush involved
A certain amount of logic or
Anything otherwise overbearing.
We might not say that we love each other
in the sense of coming out
& Saying the words, but
We do so in a more fun generously
Giving way.
If I ever slouch or have something
on my face you tell me in a way
that doesn't feel remedial
Or wait until I reach your train of thought,
which could otherwise
Feel embarrassing.
A mutual understanding in patience,
Filling an empty space in my bones.
The cushioning that relaxes and eases
Tension.
No matter how goofy or if we don't see
eye to eye.
You're the only woman I want
To fall asleep on, while
You fall asleep on the couch.
With three perfectly good explanations
Down the hall
Oct 25, 2021
Oct 25, 2021 at 1:42 PM UTC
the stinging settles and my heart becomes heavier,
with new lines on my soul that were probably ******* inevitable.
~when did i develop an affinity for odd numbers
Dec 3, 2020
Dec 3, 2020 at 7:06 PM UTC
Aaj koi Anjaana jankaar ** gaya
Koi paraya apna ** gaya .
Bade dino baad aaj apne pan ka ehsaas hua hai
Shayad uske liye nahi, par mere liye kuchh khaas hua hai.
Iss zamaane se ladte ladte main logon par se bharosa kho chuka hoon,
Par na jaane kyun, tujh par aitbaar karne laga hoon.
Yeh sahi hai ya galat yeh main nahi jaanta
Main bass itna jaanta hoon ki khud ko tere hawale kar chuka hoon.
May 4, 2020
May 4, 2020 at 3:58 AM UTC
sometimes it will be
seen with others of its
sort
and sometimes it
is seen without any of its
sort
the American Indians
have befriended
it
as they've felt an
affinity with
it
you might get a shiver
down your
spine
if you hear the sound
that it will
mine
it is an animal of great
intelligence
and it also has a watchful
diligence
from the prairies
to the snow
country
it will tread a path
on their
territory
Jul 17, 2019
Jul 17, 2019 at 3:16 AM UTC
There she is, standing alone,
waiting, like every day,
with me as her silent shadow.
Silver rain falls in great drops
and a cold breeze gives her shivers
causing me equal agony.
Her raven hair makes the pale skin
shine white, clean like a statue.
A sight which stops everything around.
She looks my way, giving a sign
and her scarlet lips open like flowers
seducing me, making me blush.
But fool, now she’s gone
and I stand alone, waiting,
like every day, for her return.
Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 9:50 AM UTC
I find myself
and I feel myself
slowly falling down
into your gaze,
but is this right?
is this okay?
It's everything I'm afraid of,
everything I'm unsure of. . .
Am I?
Am I even good enough?
to grow with you,
to move with you,
to just be-
with you,
in harmony?
to ebb and flow-
its hard ya know..?
to take the good with the bad,
not many can handle that.
it's a long, hard road paved by patience
with diligence, allegiance, and constant cognizance;
that's not to mention pure intent, unconditional love, and
always going beyond and above...
is this..
could this..
could this be what we're capable of?
when I think of the possibilities,
the places we can go,
the faces we'll see, the some that we'll know,
the many opportunities. . .
w o a h
the thought;
it ties my stomach in knots
the tension;
its so easily broken
like a button upon cloth
held by a thread
SNAP
I'm a wreck...
and its just waiting to happen
like the many times before..
I can't, you can't, we can't
they all end in divorce..
oh sweet, sweet discourse
who knows,
I can't predict the future,
but what I do know
is that you may be the one to sway me
but only I can save me from myself..
and the last thing I'd do is ask you
for any type of help
so give me the time I need
and maybe it'll be
everly after happy!
Sep 30, 2018
Sep 30, 2018 at 7:49 PM UTC
I can't stop thinking of your arms
How they wrapped around me that night
Braille of a story spelled out across them
I run my fingers across the raised surface of scarred skin
There's so many
It's nostalgic
I felt your breathing deepen
Sleep
This world has been cruel to you
Sleep
With arms safe in my palms
It's sort of tragically beautiful
Two souls threatening to break at any moment
Lean on one another
We know what it's like to be broken
Sleep
I'll be your pillow
Sleep
I'll be your razor
Cut into me
And take what you need
Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 1:21 PM UTC
Not for the sake of long outstrip, in lieu of affinity.
Not for the sake of anger, in lieu of affection.
Not far away, today I am far away.
Don't have that glad of touch.
Don't have that air, full of her smell.
The wet air of monsoon call me today with long breath.
Glimpse of lost somewhere.
Jan 26, 2018
Jan 26, 2018 at 1:41 AM UTC
*You reach out for me
With the tips of your fingers
I reach for your soul*
May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 10:39 PM UTC
I like your crooked teeth.
And how they taunt me.
Bothering and provoking.
Unwinding me slowly.
Sharp and angled precariously like church steeples.
Blasphemous teeth.
And how they subdue me.
A smile that mocks my desire.
One that makes me feel unworthy.
Unmatched and unwanted.
And I fantasize our first kiss
We are one centimeter apart
Spirits connected through heart
A mess of heavy syncopated breaths
The vibrating pulse under the mass of your *******
Tempting liquid lips
Languid and flowing like liquor above a cup
We are sloppy and missing the curves of the rim
The air becomes a target for every tantric touch
The proximity Thick With Our Invisible Lust
My eyes scale the jagged curves of your frame
Hands feigning and groping and stuttering like staccato
You tremble under my caress with much vibrato.
And you are mine.
Except in reality,
you won't spare me a second of your time.
May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 6:35 AM UTC
At the start of the day, I met a boy
I didn't know why, but I suddenly felt joy
He looked at me in the eye and warmly said hello
Not knowing that in the end, I would have to let him go
That afternoon, we agreed to stop by a cafe
Happily chatting nonstop, while time was slipping away
With the mellifluous music in the background, we filled the shop with our laughs
Then an epiphany occurred, I realized that I have to keep this memory by taking a few photographs
At nightfall, we exchanged numbers and decided to part ways
As he went to the opposite direction by walking backwards with his hands swaying as a sign of goodbye, I gazed
At that moment as I deeply stared into his eyes, I felt happiness- it was ineffable and little did I know, it was just ephemeral too
Because then I knew, my love is never going to come into his view
Mar 9, 2016
Mar 9, 2016 at 10:23 PM UTC
~~~~~
"Sorry seems to be the hardest word."
I feel your wonderful eyes.
He was a greating glider
Knowledgeable, nice and
Sweet. Had a nasty divorce
Flooded with ***** accusations
Nailed and tortured by himself
For the things he wouldnt do..
He was clean.
~~~~~
Tears within us turn to ice. And they should burst.
***I've never cried over you.
I don't know you.***
Perhaps. I did.
Once upon a time.
For real.
He is a quick thinker
A worrior with an ancient
Soul and a progressive
Hardness.
A Black pearl.
Shelly aboard
in disguise.
Soft as a kitten
is his heart.
I love him.
~~~~
"Let love rule"
***Rise and shine.
A perpetual creation.***
Monsoons and many moons
Have passed like a metaphor
Core. A divine traveler.
A colourful world
It is.
He reads thankfully
Astonished.
And humms songs
Of devotion. And he
Writes perfectly.
~~~~~
Harvest moon
***He loves modern music and dancing.
He writes.***
He dreams about another tattoo
across his heart. We share air.
She was touched
Today. And there
Were sparks sizzling
through.
One long frozen
Moment. Reaching
The most intimate
Awareness.
Not uncharging the potential.
There was a simple question:
"How did you spend the day?"
"With the beautiful artist
In bloom. Drawing."
Shyness. And the
Realization.
He glows.
Jan 20, 2016
Jan 20, 2016 at 12:23 PM UTC
***Whispering eyes
You tell me no lies
You speak my absence
You know my truth
I'm dying to be inspired
I long to see what you see
I need you immensely
Like education
Teach me your liberty
I want to be enabled like rain
Release me from cloudy skies
Quiet my thundering blue***
*Your tranquil breath
Envelop all of me
Your heavenly touch
Soothes the beats of my heart
I crave for solace
In your wings of warmth
Take me with you
Into the deep serene
Engulf me with
Your duvet of love*
***My lunar eclipse
With shivering lips
What you sung above
Leave me lost for words
I search from within
Just beneath my skin
I discover a gift
A sanctuary of roses
Volcanic in nature
Your presence erupts
A scent of divinity
May you clip these wings
Only here with you
Is where I rather be***
*Let us soar
As the empyreal embosom
Beyond the universe
Outside the realm of
Imagination
Embracing the seclusion
Trunks of our hearts entwined
They beat as one
Without qualms
Exhaling carefree
Contentment
Slowly sipping eternity*
*Justin G
Eudora
Nov 20, 2015
Nov 20, 2015 at 4:46 PM UTC
*I never thought it's possible, to have such
deep fondness for somebody that you
cannot spell the word 'love' without her
name; that the word 'love' has become her.*
Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 8:23 AM UTC
Something about her
makes you curious.
Her beauty
turns many heads
as she glides across a room.
Her laugh,
a mellifluous sound,
envelopes you like mist
on a winter morning.
She has pearly, neat handwriting
that leans in a different direction
every other day.
She is also kind.
An incorrigible affinity to broken wings,
she likes to fix people
and their problems (on occasion).
Is her heart full of compassion?
Or is she trying to escape
her own life by finding the solution
to any problem
other than her own?
Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 9:03 AM UTC
Love isn't a conundrum of complexity
It's simply sentient affinity
-Stop looking up at the stars and determine how far they are, because there is one person who shines in your world the brightest and closest-
Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 7:15 AM UTC
A lost, dark star
Resisting the relentless pull of a black hole,
Taking, draining, breaking,
Its light could not escape.
Approaching the Event Horizon
A high-energy collision;
Caught in the gravitational pull
Of another, kindred star.
An expanding universe
Unleashing the power of creation.
Darkness recedes, banished,
Twin suns shimmer, renewed, rebirthed
This is us; you are the star that saved me,
The universe blazes with innumerable others,
Your light outshines them all.
Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 5:15 AM UTC