#adoptions
blood of mine so far
to live the life of a double star
the constant war in my head
separate from a woman who birthed my connection thread
the days and nights spent in a deep state of trance
the wounds isolate me wanting to watch a ghost dance
must I feel like a wanderer every month?
pass by strangers while I am on a tedious hunt
o' universe teach me how to converse
so I can move on without such need to rehearse
always the outcast in my environment
people have yet to learn about my abandonment
a fragile soul I live in
I will always live with Nemo's small fin
I love ever so hard
for I know how it feels to be left scarred
blood of mine so far
to live a life of a double star
~ p o e t r y of the lost adoptee
Oct 14, 2017
Oct 14, 2017 at 2:29 PM UTC
On this day three years ago,
I was given up for adoption.
On this day three years ago,
I was no longer wanted.
On this day three years ago,
I lost everything.
On this day three years ago,
I was torn apart.
On this day three years ago,
I gave up.
On this day three years ago,
I found out I wasn't enough.
On this day three years ago,
My life was no longer mine.
Mar 9, 2020
Mar 9, 2020 at 10:03 AM UTC