#admire
I love the stars
But they can't love me back
I can admire the sunset
But the sun can't admire me back
It's bittersweet, how
The things I love are each,
oh, so pretty, on their own
but just out of my reach.
If only I could pull them in
closer to my grasp
just so that I can love them more
and then I wake up with shaky gasps.
I need to focus on what's ahead,
but the things in my past just leave me behind
it's really scary, to think about how,
any day now, I could leave this world without saying goodbye
1d ago
Jun 2, 2026 at 5:19 PM UTC
I flipped the pages, I filled a few,
It took me ages, yet nothing felt new.
I searched for meaning, I chased every sign,
But every road I walked felt misaligned.
I fought my battles, I dimmed the lights,
I let go slowly of endless fights.
And then I opened my weary eyes,
Like a wandering deer beneath empty skies.
I looked for hope in distant places,
In fleeting words and passing faces.
I ignored the truth, the quiet reflection,
Until I stood before my own direction.
I smiled at it, it was the mirror,
I embraced it, my soul grew clearer.
I held it close, and finally knew
The one I sought was always true.
And when no footsteps stayed by me,
Solace became my company.
Beauty lingered in all I’d see,
As peace unfolded quietly.
I needed no star to guide my night,
No borrowed flame, no distant light.
For through the dark, through all I’d known,
I learned at last, I was my own.
-v.
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 12:42 PM UTC
You are
As beautiful
As my last poetry
I admire
You are there
I will write
When I say "I"
A "YOU" is constant
You simply are
Make sure to dwell
A version of you
You are becoming
The home
I found in you
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 9:04 PM UTC
Must we sleep this way really?
My conscience rebels against me...
Air, bricks, oceans between us, can't make up for that space...
Once I had a peek on your fabulous supple ****** grace.
Been Yearning to talk to your eyes though u keep hiding them
As biggest admirer of your charming soul, shall our bodies ever be same...?
Feb 9
Feb 9, 2026 at 12:00 PM UTC
Can I be a poem without being the poet—
watching you read me
on a bus ride home
and never say my name, ever?
Who said I need gifts?
Who said I need sweet messages at midnight?
Maybe my instincts were never built for asking it.
Maybe I was taught to notice instead.
Can I be admired—
without becoming an admirer once?
Can I be someone's person
without exhausting myself
trying to earn the title once?
Can I feel the warmth in you
without setting myself on fire once?
Can I be your poem one day—
Even without ever being with you?
Because every time I run,
we end up closer somehow—
In glances,
In silence.
Maybe, I was the only one afraid
when you left the place we first met.
You're inside the story
without being the ending.
Huh!
Truly,
A Man Who I Love.
And I am still here,
loving you quietly.
Jan 1
Jan 1, 2026 at 1:42 PM UTC
Sweaters,
Are they made to make us sweat?
Or to look cool on a sunny day?
Maybe just a lazy fit for a lazy mood.
Maybe for comfort. That soft, cosy shield against the cold.
Or maybe.. just maybe..
they’re a quiet symbol of admiration
for someone on the 3rd of December.
Dec 2, 2025
Dec 2, 2025 at 9:22 PM UTC
I walked past a garden of flowers,
A garden of love.
I dived into a sea of stars,
A sea of memories.
I couldn't bring anything,
I was late.
The flowers ended up drying,
The stars ended up bursting.
I was just lost,
Admiring them.
Nov 14, 2025
Nov 14, 2025 at 12:53 PM UTC
There are seven oceans,
Under the endless skies.
Yet I only want to drown in your eyes.
In your gaze, I lose all sense of time,
A captive soul to a love sublime.
Where time dissolves and world collides,
You remain my only guide.
Oct 11, 2025
Oct 11, 2025 at 2:40 PM UTC
She deserves far better,
Than this world could ever give her.
Her spirit, light as a feather,
She’s dealt with plenty of stormy weather.
Yet she’s still standing,
Created a family,
Created me.
The pain from her own body,
Like life’s trying to handicap her mind.
She doesn’t deserve the hurt,
Or the worthless “workers” at her work.
She deserves far better,
Than they could ever give her.
If life were perfect,
Her hard work would be rewarded,
In full,
No half-measures or coercion.
She deserves a son she can be proud of,
I hope that I am that to her.
Because sometimes, I can convince myself that,
She’d be better off as someone else’s mother.
She deserves a son who’s outgoing,
One who’s willing to take risks,
One who doesn’t see a single mistake,
And consider himself a problem he cannot fix.
She deserves a son who’s happy,
Without it being fake.
I wish I could be what she believes I can,
But I don’t believe I can.
I know she worries about me,
The path of loneliness is one that we share.
I wish I could convince her I’m okay,
But could I lie to her and myself?
She deserves far more than I can give her,
She deserves more than the world could ever offer.
She deserves everything I could ever be,
And she deserves far better than me…
Oct 1, 2025
Oct 1, 2025 at 10:50 PM UTC
I keep a distance from the admiration that I see,
For my heart is still in pieces, healing from what was meant to be.
So I only watch you from afar, with a quiet, tender glee,
And keep the butterflies inside, just for me.
Aug 16, 2025
Aug 16, 2025 at 12:17 AM UTC
🔥 She is not a woman
(A poem to her you don't survive, just love)
She is not a woman.
She is the Eye of Odin —
a look that sees your lies
before you know you're lying.
An eye that knows what you carried
when you came to her naked,
but not honest.
She is Thor's wrath —
not anger,
but judgment.
A storm that doesn't shout,
but roars inside you
until you stand there –
trembling, but pure.
And behind it all:
Loki's cunning.
A smile that lies.
Words that dance.
Love with claws.
She can love you and destroy you
with the same hand.
She is not a woman.
She is the saga,
she is judgment,
she is fire and the grave.
And you love her
because you know:
you will never find your way home
from her.
Jun 28, 2025
Jun 28, 2025 at 11:20 AM UTC
A LOVE Connection,
A Passion so true,
the feeling of affection,
just Between us two!!
A LOVE Connection,
That is so Divine,
This Love so is real,
the type that's hard to find!!
A Soulmate Connection,
of Unconditional LOVE,
This feeling is so exhilarating,
Frorn the Heavens up above!!
I LOVE this feeling
Just so happy inside,
As your heart is racing, and.
You just can't hide!!
A LOVE Connection,
A feeling of ecstasy,
Has come to the surface,
Into True Reality!!!
B.R.
Date: 6/7/2025
Jun 7, 2025
Jun 7, 2025 at 11:55 PM UTC
Get a clue,
I wanna get with you,
I have a strong intuition,
that you are feeling the
same way too, but
you won't step to me,
however, I won't front,
do you wanna get with me,
or I'm not what you want???
I see you checkin,
trying to scope me out,
I got you at full attention,
trying to see what
I am all about, but
Now that, I GOTS YOU, and
It's clear and plain to see,
You're hesitant about approaching,
So, What's it gonna be???
You know that, I SEE YOU!! and
all of your clever ways,
Your swag and your demeanor,
have me hooked on you for days,
So, Instead of me just sitting here,
feeling all sad and all blue,
Are you feeling what I'm feeling???
I'd just wished that you'd get a clue
B.R.
Date: 3/28/2025
Mar 28, 2025
Mar 28, 2025 at 11:03 PM UTC
A view in sight
Appreciated in mind
Whole view, take in the whole picture
White shoes, takes you wherever
Come closer, I beg to differ
But I'm convinced, weak willed
Poetry I make
What difference does it make
The board that you revolve around
Stuck like a kid confused
Wondered I am
Amazed of what I see
A stare only I can be
Will you ever get to see?
Mar 16, 2025
Mar 16, 2025 at 8:46 PM UTC
You were like the moon to me,
Always far from my reach
Only to be adored by my sight.
Always hoped you for mine to be
Even prayed for you with all my might.
Always craved to get a glimpse of you
Always felt captivated by the light of you
Without you I felt like I lost my light
As you were the one to light my dark pit of sorrow
You made me want to reach the height
You were the one I didn’t want anyone to borrow
For you were the one without whom my sky felt hollow
I liked the phases you displayed
Even liked the spots you had
For they showed the beauty of being tainted
Just wanting to hold you made me glad
Yet beyond my reach
Only to be adored by my sight.
Feb 25, 2025
Feb 25, 2025 at 7:54 AM UTC
As I ponder, sweetly mused,
your grace against the breeze,
I cower at the frightful task
of earning but a please.
Your humble smile, your giddy laugh,
of which I must appease,
I sink into my sullen soul,
unable to unfreeze.
For with this heart, I cannot pledge
to you your beauty’s ease.
Nov 26, 2024
Nov 26, 2024 at 6:43 PM UTC
It's killing me
I swear you're ******* with my mind
Cause just the way you make me feel
Just by looking in my eyes
And then they'll fall off your face
And start admiring your body
But I'm too shy to look your way
I'm just hoping you'd be mine
Nov 20, 2024
Nov 20, 2024 at 12:12 AM UTC
I wish you were a better liar
Because I'm able to see right through
This half baked gaslight fire
"It's not me, it's you" you spew
Then sit back and admire
The hell you put me through
Knowing your favorite reaction's about to transpire
A knee **** wish for an end I feel is past due
Triggering thoughts that are dire
And when I think I've reached peak punishment
It's nothing new
To be kicked when I'm down
Pushing the bar ever higher
©2024
Nov 18, 2024
Nov 18, 2024 at 6:01 AM UTC
Does the one you adore
Feel like home?
Do they sound
Like home?
How you think
Home
Should be.
True it's
Easy to say
Just go home...
Harder
If the feeling is
Alone
Oct 31, 2024
Oct 31, 2024 at 1:23 PM UTC
Up so high,
with a
BEAUTIFUL GLOW,
Casting down your
MOONBEAMS
right down below.
I stare into the MOON 🌕,
as I am TRANSFIXED,
It SHINES DOWN LOW,
the MOONLIGHTS RAVISHING
GLOW,
It FEELS so MAGICAL,
I cannot help but to GLANCE,
at the MOON 🌕, over the LAGOON,
while I am in a DEEP TRANCE.
It is such a COOL, CRISP, and
MAGNIFICENT NIGHT,
as I VIEW, and ADMIRE,
THE CAPTIVATING
MOONLIGHT!!!
B.R.
Date: 07/14/2023
Sep 20, 2024
Sep 20, 2024 at 5:33 PM UTC
you laughed at my anger
I took it as a sign
a sign you didn't care
didn't understand me
but I was the one who didn't understand
I was the one who took your laughter as disrespect
it was just you trying
trying to calm down my flames
you were only trying to fix me
fix what's going to happen next
change it so it doesn't get bad
you were the one understanding me
I just took it as
as...
as something I can't explain
but you can clearly explain it
break it down and explain it to me
that's what I admire but I also misunderstand you so much
I don't deserve you
I really don't...
Sep 18, 2024
Sep 18, 2024 at 6:52 PM UTC
With a voice that fails me
I aim at the lines between your hope and my despair
With a needle, in an effort to achieve precision
To stitch our thoughts together
They’re so similar, so different
You think of October as a warm home
And I see it as a cold houseguest
And we co-exist in this oblivion
This circle of this or that
I admire your willingness to fill spaces
And you question my fear of being heard
You relish in the colours of fall
And I dread the looming winter
How is it that we left September
Hand-in-hand, wishing for rain...
Oct 20, 2023
Oct 20, 2023 at 5:48 PM UTC
Soak in my Earth
Sink in my Waters
Bathe in my Light
Drown in my Sky
Crawl to my Heaven
As you watch me glitter with soul
Watch me dance with rhythm in my toes
Watch me bloom honey and gold
Soak in my Earth
Sink in my Waters
Bathe in my Light
Drown in my Sky
Crawl to my Heaven
Salvage my Strength
Breathe in my Power
Fill my veins with stardust and ember
As you bury me deep in the concrete
-Qween
Apr 12, 2022
Apr 12, 2022 at 4:02 PM UTC
If I could ride a white stallion,
wearing burnished armour of gold.
I would cross the high mountains
for my eyes on your smile to behold.
Across land scorched by suns fire,
droughts parched burning sand,
all this I could defeat and endure,
for a mere touch from your hand.
You have me captivated, enthralled
by means of your charm and your grace.
Entranced and passively subdued,
by beauties smile on your face.
How sad has become this world.
where poetry for a beauty is not news.
I behold the wonder and the beauty,
of my goddess, my passions true muse.
Mar 16, 2022
Mar 16, 2022 at 11:55 AM UTC