#achohol
I finally found you again
its been years but
I could never forget your
barley laced breath,
sneaking cigarettes
burning everything
but yourself
your burial only hid
the covers of your flesh
who knew that you would
resurrect
into someone I had never met
dipping himself in liquor
his angered tremble
is reminiscent of yours
how foolish was I to believe
you would ever let me out the broken
door of my existence
you must have missed this
you must have wished this
curse upon me!
I suppose its expected when a tomb
remains occupied with life
if only you would die
if only you would drown yourself
lifeless in liquor
if only you would bury me too
and leave me well enough behind.
Feb 5, 2020
Feb 5, 2020 at 10:05 AM UTC
Rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself.
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath.
But never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind.
Until the night,
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger.
May 6, 2016
May 6, 2016 at 10:50 AM UTC
Poisoning my undeveloped self at age fourteen with toxic fumes and deadly drinks that are meant for adults who want to have fun or detach for awhile. I didn't know rather it because I was trying to be happy or be someone else which basicly is the same thing. I longed to be someone else and achohol and cigarettes defined that someone. Drinking and smoking is for grown ups they say but I grew up fast.
Aug 4, 2015
Aug 4, 2015 at 4:58 AM UTC