#accuse
How long are you going to
penalize me for your past
that I had nothing to do
with as a new man?
Apr 28, 2022
Apr 28, 2022 at 10:59 AM UTC
touch, con tact
con fide in me, tell me mere tallies,
count my worth in touched
virtual buttons, pulled virtual
triggers of emoticonic
urgency
emerging as a wish, a want, a will
to make or take or fake a known
point,
hidden in my bag.
abstruse obscurity, arcane, esoteric, recherché
y'knowaht ai mean?
click, think fast.
Past last learned truthz in everlasting shame games,
swallowing whole
guiling lies left to stumble entertwined
entertained public minds dulled
by constant rub, that mobs
force squeeking
gears of grace, to make while
grinding balance points, tipping the wheel
of time as imagined by sailors on opined currents
swept by winds of geistic hinting hid,
to see, know to pay attention.
Jeffry Epstein was a hoo-min, can you imagine…
calling him friend?
And having no clue?
Linguistics, Style and Writing in the 21st Century -
with Steven Pinker, relating an email,
{received prior to Oct. 28, 2015 YouTubing}
"It is important
to approach the subject from a variety of strategies,
including mental health assistance but also
from a law enforcement perspective"…
translated as:
"We should consult a psychiatrist about this man, but
we may, also, have to
inform the police."
man, not subject, understand… the translation
who was that man {the subject,
I assume, was the deed which a man mutually known
was known for doing}
I think Epstein. Hm, a sick seed… sprouts out,
first the blade,
then the ear,
then the full corn in the ear…
then I think, Krause, a colleague… can I be sued
for thinking I can imagine…
worse can I imagine knowing what
is mutually known, there is a guilt game
that needs linguistical magic
meanings to be hidden in
abstruse obscurity, arcane, esoteric, recherché
ways and means of keeping the plebes entertained.
"It is important
to approach the subject from a variety of strategies."
-- or as I continue imagining being a knower, we could
arrange with other knowers
to
**** him, and thus the guile goes un detected…
check with the lawyers, no incriminating emails…
"It is important
to approach the subject from a variety of strategies…"
In 2007, when Epstein was first indicted for procuring a minor for prostitution,
Pinker "provided his expertise on language"
for Epstein's defense,
according to The New York Times.
Pinker offered his services for free and,
he told the Times,
at the request of his friend,
Havard law professor
Alan Dershowitz—who has himself been
accused of sexually assaulting minors trafficked by Epstein,
which he denies.
From <https://www.vice.com/en/article/g5pn87/free-speech-crusader-steven-pinker-blocking-anyone-mentioning-his-epstein-ties>
Dec 25, 2020
Dec 25, 2020 at 3:22 PM UTC
You
say you want
to help
me.
You don't accept
when my answer
is that you
can't.
When my answer
is that I want
you to
stay away.
When my answer
doesn't
make you
happy.
So you tell me
I accuse you
all the time.
So you tell me
I'm the one
at fault.
And still.
Still.
I.
Care.
May 23, 2020
May 23, 2020 at 8:49 PM UTC
We once got along
All we do is fight
Rarely a decent kiss
We say goodnight
I have grown to be a problem
You don't understand
I snap more easily
Than a flimsy rubber band
We do not agree on much these days
Unsure who to blame
Tired of back-and-forth
Always ends the same
In violent outburst
You won't let me leave
Without way to escape
Feel like I can't breathe
So I claw your forearms
Still don't let me go
As if restraints calm me down
In fact make rage grow
The reason I get angry
Because I tell you how I'm feeling
In return you dish out comments
Make me hit the ceiling
After our time together
Obviously still have no clue
Who the **** I actually am
Or wouldn't say the things you do
You accuse of not being truthful
You're the one who's a compulsive liar
Doubt stings like a slap in the face
Tension between grows higher
We fail to find common ground
To see eye-to-eye
If compromise isn't found
We will be forced to say goodbye
Dec 26, 2019
Dec 26, 2019 at 5:05 PM UTC
you’d said I’d broken your heart
said it was all my fault
said it was because of me
you flaunt the scars on your heart
blaming me for the crosses and trails of blue and black
telling me how irresponsible I am while your hand fumbles in my pocket for my heart while you’re just reaching for my wallet
squeezing your arteries and veins
pouring it all in a wine cup
sipping it in front of everyone
and it’s my fault that you’re a vineyard
putting your legs on the table
boasting about the abrasions on your knees
bragging about the finger marks around your neck
and it’s my fault that you live in a brothel
swaggering about in your “cheap” designer nightgown
gloating about your lipstick that isn’t waterproof
and it’s my fault you’re not a trending makeup tutorial vlogger
you can go on and on
but why should I listen
when you were the one who juiced the life out of my heart made me kneel before you choked me till my neck caved in turned me into a loveless prune painted my face red with your blood
how can you say all that
when you’re really the murderer here
Nov 4, 2019
Nov 4, 2019 at 10:34 AM UTC
Imagine
With faith, You said,
You could help to
Address the problem
On getting colder
You have to write
Note on sudden death
Who is to blame?
Sins of ancient rites?
The last breath?
Behind the Bars
All shouting at you
All pointing at you
Sep 2, 2018
Sep 2, 2018 at 10:06 PM UTC
You accuse me of unfaithfulness,
I was at least as faithful as God,
That's when I don't exaggerate.
You can not describe yourself,
I know what you've been like,
That's what's called unfaithful.
Dec 28, 2016
Dec 28, 2016 at 4:24 AM UTC
bold what is wrong? Why can't you just be happy? Just let it all go!
Do you not understand that I am trying to be happy and I'm trying to let it all go, but I can't. I'm just going through life pretending to be okay.
bold Why are you such an attention seeker who cannot possibly help yourself? Why do you cut when it's stupid and pointless?
If I do this for attention why do I hide it? Why do I smile and laugh in front of you pretending nothing is wrong? To me it's to help me cope, so I can feel in control of some aspect of my life...
Don't come and accuse me of doing this for attention. There is so much going on in my head that you would never understand. Please do not question or judge me... you may know my name but you do not know my story.
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 4:00 PM UTC
So I'm a succubus, am I?
I doubt that.
You tell me that you can't resist.
I doubt that.
You tell me you love me.
I doubt that.
If I were a succubus, where's my tail?
Exactly.
If you couldn't resist, why did you leave?
Exactly.
If you loved me, why are you with her?
Exactly.
I'm smarter than you think.
You left.
I know what love is.
You left.
I know what it is to lose control.
You left.
I know how it is to be human.
And You left.
Oct 7, 2014
Oct 7, 2014 at 3:27 PM UTC