#abusivefamily
Sometimes I fall back into that place of darkness
To once again sit with my demons like old friends
They look older now, more tired than before
I’m sorry haunting me was such a chore
Feb 3
Feb 3, 2026 at 10:42 PM UTC
The gun is pointed at my head
Yet I happily load it for the ones I love
Smile while they threaten to give back the lead
Take the blame because I’m just the child
And maybe I would be better off dead
So **** me with your words and pull the trigger
Im sure you’ll complain about the stain, from where I bled
Dec 2, 2025
Dec 2, 2025 at 10:38 PM UTC
walking on eggshells in that lonesome house
your mood was capricious
I was scared of you and your anger
one moment you were fine and agreeable
then if I said the wrong thing
you would fly into a fit of rage
I never knew what was the right thing
or wrong thing to say
anything could set you off
and I was your victim
it was always me
you hated for some reason
no longer do I live with you
and your capricious mood
May 17, 2025
May 17, 2025 at 3:47 PM UTC