Cut me open
Tear out my soul
I can't seem to find the use
Of anything anymore 


Everything just hurts


She tells me to allow myself to feel emotions I already feel too much 
She tells me to accept what I've long ago accepted
That doesn't mean it hasn't still come to play inside my head
And that does not mean I haven't accepted reality
I accept it and try to get it to **** off
It never really does though 

And that's just me,
That's just me in my not so subsiding self-pity 


You don't really have a clue how much I hurt
How much I feel