#abouthim
When eyes met eyes,
I wondered who could possibly own such beautiful ones.
In that moment, I realized
I had fallen in love.
In my silence, I entrust my longing.
This is about a feeling I write,
not knowing how it will end.
Let them call it a curse
for now, I am truly cursed by you.
About him who makes me laugh.
About him who makes me smile like a fool.
About him who willingly spends his time with me.
The one I admired in high school.
The one who showed me what youth truly feels like.
The one who made me understand what love means.
Like a fish that knows how to swim,
yet when I look into his eyes,
I am nothing but a fish
who forgets how to breathe underwater.
And if that means I will drown,
then let me drown
I would gladly sink into your warmth.
Millions of seconds pass,
and without realizing it,
I spend my days just looking at you.
A signal connected without direction,
let us get lost in this pleasure.
It feels celebrated his happiness
carried away by sparks spreading inside my soul.
He is the one who makes me feel all of this.
Beautiful-
even my words are not enough to describe it.
Watching me from afar,
the smile I long for in every laugh of yours.
I accept that I am not the first in your heart,
but let me tell you
you will always be the first in mine.
The strange boy I adore.
The man who plants longing in every one of my nights.
The scent of you imprinted clearly in my senses.
The one who makes me want to slow down time
just to stay a little longer.
Too many similarities,
pulling me deeper and deeper,
making me think we will end up together,
even though we do not know the ending.
The sound of your voice
when you call my name
say my name a hundred times in your prayers
so we may be together.
Let me enjoy the sound
that softly calls my name.
That gentle touch back then
such a sweet, addictive trap.
I will hold tightly to these fragments of memories,
letting you live forever in millions of my works.
If the world could turn back time
to the days with you,
I would repeat them millions of times
even thousands
as long as it is with you.
I will be the first to celebrate you,
happy just to see you smile.
Stay healthy.
Stay happy for as long as life allows.
Let destiny decide the next chapter of our story.
I am grateful
to have known you.
Feb 4
Feb 4, 2026 at 8:40 PM UTC
Black ink keeps moving across a white page,
concealing colors and stories within it.
Hidden between the lines,
I call his name a hundred times
in different forms.
I hope that one day he will recognize himself in it—
even if it feels like searching for sugar among salt,
like foam dissolving into the sea.
I write about him to remember,
for a moment—
or for forever.
Seasons change, filled with blooming flowers,
hoping to be welcomed by that smile.
For forever, not just for a while.
Can my gaze reach him?
Be present in every passing second,
the way he exists, subtly,
within all my forms—
there,
in the curve of a cheek
shaped into a smile.
Feb 4
Feb 4, 2026 at 8:53 PM UTC
The night that once pierced so sharply
slowly turned into warmth
when the feelings between us
finally broke through.
When everything had been tightly hidden,
my defenses collapsed that night—
beneath the way you looked at me.
Is this what it truly feels like
to be loved
with a love that is equal?
I will never forget
the longing that embraced itself,
the sweetness of the world in that moment.
Fingers intertwined,
finding the shape of home
in the middle of the crowd—
my safest place
in the entire world.
The love I had always longed for.
Once, we were us.
And for now,
that is enough to remember
for all the days that follow.
Feb 4
Feb 4, 2026 at 8:57 PM UTC
We're 90 hours away.
Yet I hope every steps that I make would bring me closer to you.
That no matter where life would take me, I hope, it will always lead me back to you.
Feb 26, 2021
Feb 26, 2021 at 6:58 AM UTC
it's 2:31 am and I'm still wide awake
it's 2:31 am and you're the only thing on my mind and god I wish you would just stop running because I'm exhausted
its the thought of leaving you
it's the thought that you've already left and I didn't get the chance to say goodbye
it's 2:31 am and I've never been so sleepless
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 2:37 AM UTC
It's been a week when he decided to surprise me with his goodbye...
It was 7 in the morning.. I didn't expect to wake up feeling lost.. not able to utter a word.
He asked me to just find someone else like I'm someone who he can just give to anyone..
The reason for ending the relationship was because he will be moving far... and he said that is the only way he sees to save us both from the hurt that the distance would cause.. he said if he happens to cameback next year and we're still both single we might get back together..
He doesn't want me to wait.. but I'm more than willing to wait for him... idk until how long I can wait, but I'm more than willing..
GOD I WANT HIM BACK.. I MISS HIS TOUCH, HIS KISSES, THE WAY HE MADE ME FEEL.. I MISS THE PERSON I AM WHEN I'M WITH HIM... I MISS US.. I MISS HIM!!!
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 8:36 AM UTC
Here we are again reading at the same page
Same eye color
Same habits
Same laugh
Looking similar to each other
He did like my words and
I liked the way he did hold the book
We did avoid eye contact
We both know what it will happen..
I wanted to Tell him that he
did
appeared in my dreams last night
That's why I don't look existed to see him after such long time
And I wanted to Tell him that i miss the pure moments that we did share
Baby laugh , angel touch
Talking about our dreams
Under his favorite part about the world "the Rain"
He used to tell me that the rain complete us as much as we complete ourselves ...
But After a year and a half everything has changed
The weather, the people , our laughs , our happiness , our guidance ..
Everything has changed
Everything ...
_______________________
Sep 4, 2017
Sep 4, 2017 at 2:05 PM UTC
I find myself
staring at the tv
infront of me,
and i miss you.
I miss your
silly faces,
your reactions
and reenactments,
of a show
playing in the background.
I find myself
being lonely without you,
your presence,
longing for you
to be here.
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 3:25 PM UTC
What killed me the most
was watching you with her
kissing, hugging, loving
What broke my heart
was hearing you tell her
you loved her and that you’d never leave
What was poison in my veins
was knowing you had said
that same thing to me
With the same love in your eyes
What helped me sleep at night
was shedding my tears, the tears
you used to wipe away
What kept me in bed some days
was understanding that you were
actually gone and never coming back
But what gave me the strength to move on
was MY courage, MY bravery and
MY longing to acquire new things in my life.
Feb 16, 2015
Feb 16, 2015 at 10:41 PM UTC
Your eyes. I could look in them all day and never get tired or bored. They’ve become my favorite color.
Your smile. Your smile could light up the whole town if that was possible.
Your laugh. Hearing your laugh lets me know that one day everything will be ok. Maybe not today but one day
Your sense of humor. Its a little odd some days but it’s what makes you, you.
Home. You’re my home. You’re where my heart is and has been for awhile.
The way you hold me. I feel safe, like no one can hurt me when you are around.
You make me smile. Without even trying. Smiling is a natural thing with you
Your respect for me. The fact that you’re not like every other guy. You didn’t push me to have *** with you even though i gave you chances. You didn’t want that to put a strain on the relationship.
Your loyalty. I don’t only mean to the relationship, but to your friends.
Your craziness. The fact that you aren’t afraid to be yourself. It’s refreshing
Your kisses. The spontaneous ones. The forehead or nose kisses. The small pecks or the long passionate ones.
Your hugs. They make me feel like even if it is just in that moment that everything will be okay.
Your patience. With me and my mom.
Your ability to see past my faults. I know i have a lot of them but you seem to not notice to many of them, Or at least if you do you don’t comment on them
How caring you are. That even though we aren’t together you are still willing to be there for me. To listen to my problems.
||You’ll never actually understand how much i appreciate that.||
Your stubbornness. Oh man. even though that can make you a pain in the donkey. It’s something that makes me respect you. You refuse to give up. If a door won’t open you don’t give up you keep trying.
You understand. You understand me. More than you think you do. More than most people do.
You’re there when i need someone. That night at the movie’s if you hadn’t had been so patient I would have more than likely gone into a panic attack,but of course my Superman swooped down and saved the day
I wasn’t planning on falling in love with you, but I’m glad I did
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 11:26 PM UTC
When we touch
it’s like you lit a fire just under my skin
When we talk
my heart flutters and jumps about never for a moment staying still
When our eyes meet
I could swear that it becomes only me and you in this world at that moment
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 11:29 PM UTC
How do you know when you love someone?
Is it watching them kiss another?
When you stand by watching them love
someone else, feeling your heart shatter in
your chest but you stand quiet because the only thing
that matters is their happiness,
When you stand, gazing at the stars
and it reminds you of their smile and the
twinkle in their eyes,
Or is it when the warm fuzzy feeling
you get when you hear their name
or see them gets stronger
than ever before.
Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 2:29 AM UTC
My home isn't a building
with windows and walls
My home has a
heart beat and a beautiful smile
With eyes that have become my favorite color
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 2:20 AM UTC