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I feel your departure in thoughts of alien abductions stolen away in the night leaving nothing but the lingering puffs of smoke from my last cigarette in slinking shadows — white ghostly figures just out of reach like the days last rays of sunshine as the sun goes down my sanity bleeds. each month, we dance this haunted tango just me and my 3000 dollar tourniquet against the world enough money in my deltoid to pay the rent today, I’ll be too tired to leave my bed but in a few weeks I won’t be able to sleep till golden rays filter in through window blinds finding my solace in sunbeams when you fade away, my demons take hold the complicated part of dancing with demons is sometimes you get burnt third degree pains holding my brains in a chokehold when all I’ve ever wanted is to breathe (in, out)
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Jan 9, 2023
Jan 9, 2023 at 7:46 AM UTC
moon_lite
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I feel your departure in thoughts of alien abductions stolen away in the night leaving nothing but the lingering puffs of smoke from my last cigarette in slinking shadows — white ghostly figures just out of reach like the days last rays of sunshine as the sun goes down my sanity bleeds. each month, we dance this haunted tango just me and my 3000 dollar tourniquet against the world enough money in my deltoid to pay the rent today, I’ll be too tired to leave my bed but in a few weeks I won’t be able to sleep till golden rays filter in through window blinds finding my solace in sunbeams when you fade away, my demons take hold the complicated part of dancing with demons is sometimes you get burnt third degree pains holding my brains in a chokehold when all I’ve ever wanted is to breathe (in, out)
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Pill one was bad, It made me sick. Didn't work too well. The zombie i became, Drove some away. It made the monsters multiply. I spent my days in bed, Too tired to move. But lighting would strike my lips, If I dare stop. The next was heaven, God lived in that pill. Still on number one though, It only added to my war. See, number two had other uses. I could take three and feel like flying. I could crush it into dust, And smell it's sweet high. Pill number two got me really ******* high. The crash from number two, Pushed me to number three. Withdrawal made me twitch, Sent electricity through my veins. Number three replaced two. Still on one, I hoped it would be the change. It only made me fear for my life. It killed my love, Left me to die. Doctor number two, Please fix number one's mess. He ****** me up bad. But you listen to me. You don't just write down symptoms, And give me drugs when you tell me to leave. Doctor two knows more about me than I do. Take away number one, She gave me number four. I was a homicidal maniac. My anger took over, And violence seemed so lovely. After some time this was all gone. It did nothing to save me, Didn't even try. Doctor, this doesn't do **** It's left me drowning again. Take away three. Number four and five, Now that's a combination. Pill five stole my sleep, And all desire to eat. Food looked disgusting, My heart beat quickened. I couldn't stand still. Now on four and five at the same time, And starving, I lost fifteen pounds. Now add six. Four, five, and six. All at the same time. What's happening to my body? I've become a science project. I felt all the chemicals in me. Might as well have been poison, Because six did nothing. Like number four, It didn't even try. Take away four, Give me number seven. Now we have seven, five, and six. It's too early to tell, How seven will **** me up. I don't feel human anymore, Just chemicals with feet. Seven, please save me.
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Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 8:36 PM UTC
lizzy15
First place at the science fair
Pill one was bad, It made me sick. Didn't work too well. The zombie i became, Drove some away. It made the monsters multiply. I spent my days in bed, Too tired to move. But lighting would strike my lips, If I dare stop. The next was heaven, God lived in that pill. Still on number one though, It only added to my war. See, number two had other uses. I could take three and feel like flying. I could crush it into dust, And smell it's sweet high. Pill number two got me really ******* high. The crash from number two, Pushed me to number three. Withdrawal made me twitch, Sent electricity through my veins. Number three replaced two. Still on one, I hoped it would be the change. It only made me fear for my life. It killed my love, Left me to die. Doctor number two, Please fix number one's mess. He ****** me up bad. But you listen to me. You don't just write down symptoms, And give me drugs when you tell me to leave. Doctor two knows more about me than I do. Take away number one, She gave me number four. I was a homicidal maniac. My anger took over, And violence seemed so lovely. After some time this was all gone. It did nothing to save me, Didn't even try. Doctor, this doesn't do **** It's left me drowning again. Take away three. Number four and five, Now that's a combination. Pill five stole my sleep, And all desire to eat. Food looked disgusting, My heart beat quickened. I couldn't stand still. Now on four and five at the same time, And starving, I lost fifteen pounds. Now add six. Four, five, and six. All at the same time. What's happening to my body? I've become a science project. I felt all the chemicals in me. Might as well have been poison, Because six did nothing. Like number four, It didn't even try. Take away four, Give me number seven. Now we have seven, five, and six. It's too early to tell, How seven will **** me up. I don't feel human anymore, Just chemicals with feet. Seven, please save me.
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