#abilene
rustle my leaves. you are
one of few i trust
to push me
without knocking me
over. be the wind
that sways my branches.
shift beneath my
toes. uncertainty
is all that can be
counted on, i’ve
learned. be the grains
of sand that stand
solid
but relaxed
and carry me across
the surface.
wash over me.
i know you
and i am weightless
despite the stones
i carry. be the sea
that salts my skin
and drifts my body
into oblivion.
Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 9:59 PM UTC
i am
a romantic
cliché.
my eyes close
and yours
are there, shimmering
under beams of
dusty sunlight, blue
waves shushing
your lashes.
i want
moments
with you.
my heart calls out
for sunrises
sat on the hoods
of our cars
and sepia-tinted afternoons
on your bedroom
floor and
goosebumped midnights
beneath velvet skies.
i want your sleepy
grin, your hair
between my fingers. i
want your
lips on my skin.
i want your shuddering breath
in my lungs.
i would compose symphonies to
the beat of your pulse, if
you asked it of me.
the question is:
will you?
Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 9:58 PM UTC
(i’ve a habit
of hiding
inside parentheses.)
it’s two o’clock in the morning
and all i can think about
is the way
your eyelashes
fluttered
after you winked at me.
photographs feed my urgency
as i drown myself
in thrashing, foamy
rivers that
glisten with memories.
we held hands
with linked fingers.
(we both acknowledged it.
i
wasn’t joking.)
with broken hearts, we were
magnetized. only
brute force
and the physical presence
of sixteen pairs of eyes
pulled us apart.
a logical explanation
was given
for the tipi. you must know
by now
that i take rationale
at face value.
if you’re a book, you’re
wide open
but your pages are written
in invisible ink.
i need to know
what you
know.
(as of now, the
you&me;
i dream of
exists only
in hypotheticals.)
Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC
i.
i wake up
and i miss you.
ii.
the space just
below
my throat aches as my heart
tries to inch
up and out my mouth to get to
where you are.
iii.
i think about you too much - more so
than would be expected of me
and my position - but there is no one
i can imagine
who would
iv.
blame me.
v.
your smell lingers on my rags
and your tears stained my cheek and
vi.
i really can’t
tell
if you know.
the idea of you
follows behind me
a pace and a half; far
enough that i can step
forward without trouble
and close enough
that i can’t shake
the goosebumps from
my skin.
vii.
my natural response is
no response
viii.
and my lungs burn
with the effort of
screaming for you.
ix.
i’m falling up and over
and my sense of
direction
has never been
reliable.
x.
my fingernails are bloodied
from scratching at walls
and dented
with bite marks.
i never meant
to think of your
teeth
or your lips, yet
xi.
my nerve endings hum
when your fingers brush
mine. my chest
creaks as
velvety wings try
to force their way out.
xii.
i searched
and you
were there - clawed
your way under
my scales and
armor
without shifting
even one
of your
dusty cells.
xiii.
your eyes danced
with a light
reflected in the
fire.
xiv.
i looked and
i saw you.
xv.
i blinked
and i loved you.
Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC