#abigail
My body is so light. You're here abigail. 'Unreal'
Your kisses are comforting... 'You're kneeled'
'Wake up' Shut up! Abigail...[sob] Where are you?
(Get up) Let me find her! (You're lost again) Who?
'She's not real' My crimson glands, I need them..!
Don't fade away! I'm still here. Come closer...hug me..
You'll stay with me forever, right..? (Just for tonight)
I love you. I always have. 'Do you remember?' What?
'The day you forgot' I know who I am! 'Look at your cut'
I can't see...anything. 'because you forgot' I didn't!
Tell me! (Calm down, please) She's right...you're lying.
'It hurts doesn't it?' No, It doesn't! [Sobs] Abigail...
Why do you keep leaving? I love you...don't go...
'Your heart beats lifelessly' What do you know!?
Leave me alone..!! [sob] 'covering your face, won't help'
Let me breathe in peace! 'you can't' Stop this. [yelp]
'I want you to leave' I want abigail...not your hand.
Where are they?! 'Your out' where are my glands?!
No-no-n....o. 'you won't find anymore' I don't care.
(James....) Abigail--Yes, my love..? (Here are more)
'It's too much' My body feels immovable. It's so pea-
'You should've listened' My dear, come to me!
You continue to run away! I'm over here! Your hugs....
(Now, you can be with me) What? Do you mean it?
(Yes) I can't move. (close your eyes) This isn't what I--
Everything is colorful and colorless. What is this?
(Your devised end) [huh] It's all empty. (You're with me)
I want to go back! 'It's too late' [ringing] (I love you)
Jan 4
Jan 4, 2026 at 6:15 PM UTC
The grand, Dutch doors inside your eyes
slammed themselves shut
and this time was different because
I knew you would not be letting me back in.
I knew there would be no espresso
or red, Spanish lace stockings or you
forgiving me before *******
the breath out of me.
I knew on the nights I was a ghost
you would no longer visit my cemetery.
I knew when the old heart jar
began swimming frantic laps within my stomach
you would no longer burn lavender incense
or tuck me into bed.
I knew there were goodbye's
that felt like black, hot concrete
on bare feet.
Oct 17, 2015
Oct 17, 2015 at 7:33 AM UTC