#abandonned
From all those newly flashier scenes,
you grew bored and sick of my constant disarray,
and searched for the higher spirited,
saying you needed taller stairs,
and hence left me there
kept me lowly,
to meet your goldened gods
and though you may not know
or care to put on that mask
i am still there below your steps.
You are loud you know,
up there swirling your wine glasses,
and tossing your fragile cares,
well, I am all day repsonding only to the sound of wooden creeks
that remains so close to our abandoned
equator
yet repel my own wants
and when your alone it is even worse,
la la la la
Stomp! Stomp!
Apr 1
Apr 1, 2026 at 1:04 PM UTC
Lost count of the actionless words,
they too, went south like the birds.
You stopped talking the talk
and walking the walk,
and maybe I deserved it for a minute,
but no matter how you try to spin it
I still deserve the compliments you once would declare.
I still deserve to hear that you overwhelmingly care.
The fact that you've faded to me isn't fair.
I'm breaking from feeling jaded and bare.
All I asked was for what we once had,
you told me blank gaze I couldn't have that.
So I've chose to stop feeling mad or sad,
And have embraced the fact you won't go back.
I'll take what I can get, like all the ones before,
I may have thought you different, but I am wrong, once more.
Sold me your angel smile
and then waited awhile
before I would see the reality
of who you would be to me.
I'm through with keeping count;
tired of trying to accumulate any amount
of feelings of adoration
or feelings of correlation.
If ignorance is bliss, I live in euphoria,
since all I've been trying to do is adore ya.
Well, I will take my slice of cake, and enjoy it too,
sadly, with not much incentive given by you.
Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 10:18 AM UTC