#58
Is having self-pity
So much different than lying?
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 2:58 AM UTC
Do I love my country?
Do I love my country?
Do I love my country?
To the question above, I simply reply ‘Yes’
But the more they ask, the more I question
Do I really love my country?
If I do indeed love my country
Why thoughts of migrating keep invading my mind?
Why do I feel like just running away?
Why do I feel as though there’s no hope?
Why am I, why am I not doing anything about it?
If I indeed do love my country
Why is it
That when the national anthem is playing
When in the past, I stood still wherever I may be
Frozen in my path and in my actions
Do not even dare to wipe a sweat
But now, but now,
It’s so easy to joke and to play
To tickle and to sway
To laugh with friends
When the Negaraku is being played
If my country, I do indeed love
Why is it that I look forward to National Day
For its holiday
And not for the reason of the day
I question myself again
Do I love my country?
Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC