(Disclaimer: Read from top to bottom, then bottom to top)

No,
When I said
Yes 
He gave me
Everything.
I never wanted
Him to stop
I wanted
More of him.
He gave me
That side of him,
He gave no one else

Before/After

Maybe you're afraid you're dying
Maybe we're all lying
Sometimes I think I'm well but then I return to my same ******* hell
I created this hell in my bones
I can only escape for short moments in time 
Now all I can think about is my death
And your name exiting my mouth with my last breath