#1942
Barnaby hands me my daily
cup of coffee, but this time, it's night
time, and the coffee reminds me of the war
but not the allies annihilating the Germans or Japanese
but the war between me and him every time
he confesses his love to me, the words pierce
through my heart
I will never love him as much as he loves
me, I'm disgusting
like the taste of the coffee
just beans in water.
Jan 11, 2018
Jan 11, 2018 at 5:24 PM UTC
If that plane leaves the ground
And you're not with him
You'll regret it
Maybe not today
Maybe not tomorrow
But soon
And for the rest of your life
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 3:39 PM UTC
Can they see the bloodshed that left them all dead
Wars that have given us all multiple tours
The enemies that were spying
As loved ones were crying
The bullets were flying
We tried fortifying
The war was horrifying
Our sanity was denying
This inhumanity was multiplying
Those scared wanted to flee
War just couldn't let us be
I wanted to end this killing spree
To stop the ashes forming around me
If only they can see how this war has changed me.
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 10:53 AM UTC
He would have you
Remembered, Anny,
Not forgotten or just
A sad statistic of the
Holocaust or a pretty
Face on a photograph.
He would have you
Not die in Auschwitz
In 1942, not disappear,
Not just a Jew, but
Always to remember
You. He would have
You grown and have
Seen the world, see
Paris at a different
Time and better clime
Or Madrid or New York
Free to mix and free to
Talk and drink and love
And see the paintings
And beauty of art and
Music and the kinder
Lovely people who
Would not have betrayed
Or taken you off in a
Crowded train to hurt
And sadden and cause
You pain. He would have
You fall in love and marry,
Have children of your own,
And see them grow and love
Them in turn and become
A grandmother with a wide
Heart and love remembering
Not Auschwitz or guards
Or barbwire or guns or dogs
Or the chimneys or smoke
Or ash or fear of death or
Death’s touch. He would
Have you loved and always
Remembered and held and
Kissed and photographed
For a different age and time, a
Photograph with laughter and
Smiles, a photograph in colour,
Not black and white, a photo of
Daytime and light, not taken
Coldly before the dark night.
Mar 20, 2018
Mar 20, 2018 at 4:39 AM UTC
Downstairs she
can hear their voices.
They are frequently rowing.
She stares out the window
at the countryside
below and beyond.
Far from home.
Her mother is in London
and her father in the army
fighting Rommel
in North Africa.
Her sister is working
in the munition factory
long hours
and living at home.
They didn't want
to take her at the village hall
but each had to do
their bit the woman
told them with the evacuees.
The room is cold
and the bed uncomfortable.
The man's wife
is partially deaf
hence the shouting
and bellowing.
He came up last night
while his wife
was downstairs
and touched her.
Her mother would
not have allow that.
But her mother
is far away
and what can she say
and who would believe
she muses hiding
beneath her nightgown
the bruises.
A door slams.
She watches the man
walk towards the farm.
The morning sun
is high above the trees.
Once he has gone
it is safe to get breakfast.
She goes downstairs
to the kitchen.
The woman is
sorting washing.
She stands
at the kitchen door.
The woman stares at her
and gestures for her
to come in.
She sits
at the large table.
The woman spoons out
lumpy porridge in a bowl
and gives her a spoon.
A mug of tea
is put beside the bowl.
The woman says nothing
but carries on
with her task.
The girl spoons in
the porridge
which is warm.
Her mother
is in London
far away.
Another beginning
of another day.
Apr 11, 2018
Apr 11, 2018 at 6:13 AM UTC