#10thingsihateaboutyou
i hate that we've been together so long without being able to call you my boyfriend
i hate how you never smile in photos, and the way you wear blue shirts that bring out the colour of your eyes
i hate the fact you think i'm beautiful when you've never really seen me
i hate how you call me at 3am and insist you're not drunk, and pretend it was an accident when you call me sober
i hate that you don't ask how my day was or what my favourite season is or if i like your hair like that
i hate when we don't talk for weeks and suddenly you miss me
i hate how you forget the name of my favourite song but remember the day we met
i hate that you promised your grandma you wouldn't smoke anymore but brag about your drugs to me
i hate how much i hate you, but that i have to, because the dumb truth is i love you, and
i hate how after all this time you still don't love me
May 25, 2015
May 25, 2015 at 7:14 AM UTC
I think I will always miss you
The one that's already gone
The one who used to text me good night
Every night
The one who made me feel "whole"
I don't like this new you
The one who's not around
The one who doesn't call
The one who forgets how close we once were
I hate this
I hate you
But I don't
To say I did would be a lie.
I hate how it ended
I hate that I don't know what I did wrong
Everything happens for a reason though
So clearly we weren't meant to be
But while we were I loved it all
I loved the vents, the gossip and giggles
I loved you
I thought what we had was unbreakable
But with time i was proved to be wrong.
I just hope that you think of me now and then
The version of me before it was all gone.
One day when you look back at this point of your life
i hope to get mentioned when you reminiss your teen days
Recalling the memories to your future kids
I wish you knew how much I cared
How much I hurt when you were hurt
How much of my own energy I only focused on you
I care for you still
And I will always love you
Even though I don't want to
And even though i dont like you
It hurts to love you
But it hurts more to not.
I hate the fact that you're not around
Because you're normally the one I would tell all this to
I hate that you left and didn't say why
I hate the fact that you didn't call
And I hate that I can't watch our favourite movie without crying anymore
But mostly I hate the fact that I don't hate you
Not even close
Not even a little bit
Not even at all.
Jan 16
Jan 16, 2026 at 10:23 PM UTC