All these years spent
building a home
out of the bricks
of my fragile bones
and now I find myself
talking to the stars
in the soft moonlight
for I am a skyscraper.

Some things hurt because we see them through the eyes of other people and  put them in the hands of other people..they only hurt because we picture what they will see in us when we break apart or what they will say. But really you affect yourself.
I want to reach a point in my life where my opinion matters the most. I don't want to feel pain because of what i think people think or what i think people will say,if i hurt i want it to be because i approve of it. I want it to be because i want to learn and to heal from the pain. If i hurt,i want to be the reason i hurt. Maybe that i let myself down or i did what i was not supposed to do. And not let my ego hang on others views of who i am.
You are valuable. You will never exist again,there is only one you. Encourage yourself, count yourself as important and write yourself to life..

love yourself then love others.
     because above all others
          there is you.
               if you don't even believe in yourself,
                           you have to defeat, beat, decieve the
                                           evil demons that beat inside of you

                                                   until then
                                            you finally can be
                                                       even.

where do time has gotten into you?
of words you spell
in front of your mouth
urging and letting it go,
sway you
to letting it out
to make it as sugary as a honeybee
of incomparable sights
that only come across your mind.
where do time conflict you?
in pursuing the right things
or just being stuck so easily
of picking yourself in a tiny room
that’s just persuade by you,
and you’re fine with it
even if you aren’t being with yourself
anymore,
you can’t even stand for yourself
and it’s okay for you
to feel that way
even if it’s not really okay.