If feeling lonely
Lost, neglected, hurt, or sad
Things will get better
Maybe soon maybe someday but eventually they will
Focus your attention somewhen else.
The somewhom you remember
is gathered dusty on the shelf.
Some other time.
A phrase some good, mostly bad.
Focus on the times in which you had.
**** it. Keep in time, in the then,
forget the now and the soon to be when.
Get lost. *******.
Pout about it until you deign to sin.
Earn your regret.
I've been living in a constant
and catastrophic mental state.
I'm trying to silence my memories.
I need to forget the emotions
That I'm forced to relive.
I've yet to eliminate
Their presence in all I do.
There isn't a single moment
That isn't embraced in nostalgia.
The lyrics in songs I'm unable to delete,
Reanimates it all.
I've used a million different words
To explain what I couldn't.
In the end, I am faced with the reality
That I can't just run.
I can't escape through objectivity and pencil lead,
All of my unspoken secrets remain,
Slowly clawing away at my sanity.
In remembering where I've been,
I'm killing myself from the inside, out.
You can't empathize or understand.
I've always known this,
So, it's okay.
Nobody ever really wanted to.
Nobody ever really could.
There exists a deep loneliness
that's rooted in my own deception.
I'm always fighting to be listened to.
Spent weeks painting pictures nobody saw.
I wish someone had just proved me wrong.
Which sounds odd, to anyone else.
I don't want to write
what's never gonna be read.
Why write out the details
of a story nobody wants?
I often wonder -
Even if I am finally opened and read -
Would their understanding
change my story's end?
Just, a little self reflection.
I really have no idea,
No hint about who lost more,
But I surely lost my dear.
My HP Poem #1561
who has a rights to make me thinking about...
whom else,do my heart want to beat with...
whom else,do my dreams want to dream of...
whom else,do my thoughts always busy with...
whom else,do my poems talking about...
whom else than you,can love me as you did and still do...
who has a heart, same as you have...
there is no one...
no one my sweetheart...
only there is a one...
one only no one more...
just my angel...
you are the only...
the only one,who has a rights to own my heart...
and to own hazem all...
love you baby mine...
baby whom gave every thing...
gave me the most costly of here...
gave me her heart...
and made me live so deep into that heart...
only you and no one over you...
can be my sweetheart...
love you my sweetheart...
hazem al ...
You've got your head in the clouds.
Your slowing drowning out.
You've spent you're life time stuck in a bubble to conform.
You've been forced to spend the entire time being silenced.
Being shut up, for the hell whom?
Who can know your story if you always shut up and keep quite.
Perfect, you want to be perfect?
Sweetheart you seen a robot I'm sorry to break it to you.
You have feelings treat them as gold.
You know what life feels like. Take that as you're treasure.
Why be stuck in a constant circle of being tossed around but thinking you aren't good enough cause you are actually human. You aren't perfect? No you haven't sold out to the society game. Don't be 'perfect', your wonderful,why become so fearful?
Each person on this world is another stroke of paint on the canvas, we mix well with some,and some just become runny and run through you.
So now, does a butterfly stay in one place for its entire life? Or does it show its color everywhere?-Lovey
We meet like fire and water, bursting into steam
swinging round each other, splitting at the seams
our slowly growing entropy, sees darkness before death
the energy, no sympathy, clutches its last breath.
You fall into my watering eyes,
through dance we somehow stabilise,
the swell between the crashes of the ocean,
the moments underneath the motion.
The stable explosion.
This is how it feels when I see my Fiance.
She lives in Malaysia, I live in the UK, we see each other for about a month every 6 months.
his heart bled into the ground
he held me and whispered
in ****** liquor sighs
go on guapa
as long as there’s one of us
there’s both of us
and I shook like a rabbit
in twilight’s snare
and begged him
a chant as old
as my bones
once we felt the
it shook in the late spring morning
and I he warmed my feet
in the sack
when the night was a vacuum
he spilled his seed
on the ground
like some biblical
and we lived an entire
an entire life
in three days
three days of coughing
and struggling to stay still
in the winters dull
and stingy light
from a pale pale
is it safe to
give my _ to you?
It’s never safe,
I roughly handed it to you
and you felt it’s
shadow every since
with your busted femur
and long trailing stain
resenting the self-made
on the gray beast
the little rabbit
with a black scar
saving myself from
mar that you now
If I go on
we both go on
In all of the pages that you wrote
There was never once talk of the past
In every single story that was sold
You locked away all stories to be told
All of these letterboxes used to leave me love
All of the hopeful words you could dream of
But now your past is dead
The future wades in your head
To your new self
I say goodbye
Well, should I change? Must I remain?
Should I love you all the same?
March on steady to the beat of that drum
If it’s gonna go- I’m going this way, on this line
All of the people had the notion to speak
All of the words, now so weak
Surrounded now, blank white walls
Paint a life, your world calls
To some motivation
I say hello.
I’ll walk until I think I’ll stop
Rest awhile ‘till you catch up
Put my boots next to the fire
While the body and my mind do conspire
All of the birds would sing their song
Don’t mind at all if I sing along
In a quiet world sound erupts
The chant of choir soon conducts
To this plague of mice-like men
I shed a tear.
Beat, beat on that black-laced drum
The march that gets every man from
A kingdom to a kingdom in the sky
Living in a world of life just waiting to die.
All of the eyes were looking stern
All of my letters have been burnt
Carry coal from that mine
Who knows, he, she, or mine?
And tip my hat to whom it may concern.