I am only ever
pinned after
from hundreds of miles away.
And that doesn't seem fair today.

but what ever is anyway?

"You know Dasher and Dancer and Prancer and *****,
Comet and cupid and Donner and Blitzen,
But do you recall?
The most famous reindeer of all?

Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
Has a very shiny nose
And if you ever saw it
You would even say it glows.
All of the other reindeers
Used to laugh and call him names
They never let poor Rudolph
Join in any reindeer games

Then one foggy Christmas Eve,
Santa came to say,
Rudolph with your nose so bright,
Won't you guide my sleigh tonight?

Then all the reindeers loved him,
And they all shouted out with glee,
Rudolph the red-nose Reindeer
You'll go down in history!"

Why is it that just because he
was asked for help by a celebrity (Santa)
and became associated with this celebrity,
all the other reindeer all of a sudden love him?

Doesn't that mean that the reindeers only love him
because he is now a celebrity
and not him as a reindeer?

It’s no good to cry for something which was never yours
It’s no good to cry for something you'll never have
But if it's just happiness that I am asking for
How am I supposed to survive without it?

I looked for love, I found it
I thought I would be happy now
I gave my everything
But then why there’s no love left?

I asked for friendship, I got it
I thought I would be happy now
We laughed and cheered and worked together
But then why did they leave me all alone?

I wished for money, I earned it
I thought I would be happy now
I spent it all on things I wanted
But then why do I not feel satisfied?

So I gave everything up
The luxury, the power, and the life
And now even in death my face is sad
But then why did it all happen to me?

We think life is unfair
We don’t get what we want
Even if we do, we don’t realize its importance

We play with life the way we want
Make it great or ***** it up
But in the end you’ll know
That its life that plays with us...

The world belongs to me and the people in it -
Are merely my rug
My mat to smear
And scrape off the **** of my day
From my overpriced shoe
I did not buy the world
Nor did I work for it
Or declare dominance
I gained it
By birthright
And since I never asked
To lead or protect
I won't
I'll wallow in my wealth
Looking down at legions of ants
Crawling over my earth
And all I think?
"Exterminate."

I say love you more,
And you wish you could argue,
But you know it's true.

Beautiful people,
Unfair lives.
Why must they suffer?
Why do they cry?
Undeserving pain,
Underlying depression.
Never fading scars
And memory repression.
Their pasts' brimming
With agonizing sadness
And innocent minds
Plagued with madness.

Of the things
Society expects me to do

Of who I want to be
and for those who contradict

I feel like crying
Because of the harsh words
I want to be the one
to decide for myself

I want to be free
I choose to be free

Mad
Angry and disturbed
Perturbed by your absurd words
Their rhythm ring sing songs on & on
Wrongly depicting me as the beast who depletes we
Condemned and prosecuted for convoluted convictions
Incarcerated despite fair trial meanwhile
Defendant roams free, though guilty
So I suffer when her rough mood cannot bebuffered
And somehow the blame is on me, what a shame it would be
If I had a fair trial, and you were beguiled by my vengeance
But Corinthians bestowed on me that love hold no grudge
So I won't budge,
This time.