After all we've been through
We still come back to each other
It kills me u being someone else
I laugh when I'm with u
Sad when not
I'd rather be dead
Then never laugh again
When with u
I go to bed wishing..
U were the one next to me
Cant sleep...
To much pain knowing ur not mine
U filled the hole in my heart
I feel as if we belong
As if the world would stop
When the pain is worse
When ur not around everything is blurry
U know me better then i know my self.
Thats why i'd rather love and laugh with you
Then not to laugh at all,
Ur my pain...I love you

Mt. Scott never seemed so far away
blue hills and yellow fields
flowing away
(like the moon pulls the tide)

North Umpqua Highway never
felt so short
and so filled with agony, the same
cracks and fissures and *** holes in a road that leads to you.

I would have stayed with you
even though the patio was falling through
and you never kept my secrets
and your heart was full of hate from
1000 pasts of bad goodbyes
and neglect
and flies swarming in the heat of summer
because the trash needed taken out

where I had never had asparagus
and I learned how to feel the cadence
of a song

where you birthed a beautiful soul
and also broke my heart

Mt. Scott never felt so far away.