Sitting on the ***** ground, while staring to the playground. I've been waiting for you too long, yet you never came along. I lower my pride, just to be by your side. Even if trials will come, I'll still choose to walk with you in the aisle.
But then, my hopes has been shatter. and turned into anger. Is this the love that I want? Is this the love that I need? To be pitied? Maybe, yes! Maybe, not!
I've been careless, and now I'm no longer his princess. I deserve what I tolerate. Cause I know, he always makes me feel discriminate. And I let those painful words hit me.
I waited too long, to realize that this is wrong. The love that I dream isn't a moonbeam. Instead, it is a shadow of grief. Whom I belief.
Rush these days of restless pacing of watching the clock with an anxious heart waiting to seek reassurance through your hands laced with mine These seconds away pass too slowly and the hours with you pass too soon Life's unfair and I think too much maybe I care too much... - written 12.15.16 @IrisMaddenPoetry