Windows crash and break
Flowers lose their petals
Things can bend
Made of the strongest metals
Shoes get worn out
Houses get too old
We don't just throw them away
As we are sometimes told
We glue them together
Give them water and sunshine
Bend them back to straight
Like waiting for the sweetest wine
We get them resoled
We labor for years
We do it all for no gratitude
Except to see the end of tears
Like the life of a precious heart
Sometimes things can just fall apart
But you never give up
Your trials might never end
It will always be worth it
Even if you end up just a friend

Broken pieces of everything we used to be

These memories haunting me continuously

You say you can't say sorry for the things you've done intentionally
Deep down, I always knew you'd do this eventually

Terminally ill,
infected with lust
curiosity and nerves.
Spreading like a virus,
your words crawl deep
into my veins.
Tongue numb,
lungs struggle
in the midst of this plague.

Embedded in my marrow,
festering in my throat
enclosed by bones,
guarded by ribs

The ache won’t leave, and I’m starting to wonder,
if my chest cavity is better off empty.

Why yes, everything I do
it’s stupid too
And every place I go
I follow you
And living in delusion
it’s what I do
It’s all because of you
It’s all because of you

Not that you said something
special
and not that you do something
great
It’s just the way
the way you do
all the things you do
it’s all because of you
it’s all because of you

And even if I know
and even if you go
and if you don’t remember anything about me
I do
I do
It’s all because of you
It’s all because of you

And life keep moving
and world keep spinning
and nothing changes
not at all
You’re keep on doing
all the things you do
And I keep on liking
all the things you do
It’s stupid
and
it’s useless
but
it’s all because of you
it’s all because of you

My feelings for you goes beyond measure
So you just want a friend it will be my pleasure
Though we always have been and I really wanted more
I'm just tired of being one of the reasons why your heart is sore
I held on to hope even with  pessimistic tendencies
I'm really glad that you befriended me
I only want to make you happy and
keep you safe I'll do it gladly
I guess fate holds it own agenda
Even if I don't I like, I won't continue to fight it.
I'm sorry for reliving what should have been put to rest
I can't help it because I view you as the best
I'll try not to make it awkward but I can't make that a promise
I know your tired of my games
I'll try to stop all of my drama.

Complete me darling
Reality has blocked us
I'm missing my piece

Funny how a single human being can change your mood and make you feel things in one shot. And they do whatever they want- sweet talks and everything just to catch your attentions.

Foolish, I fell into his trap and then when everything seems right, he left me hanging - no words. It is like the universe stops and he turns into someone else and the next day you know, he stop talking to you. He treats you like one of his unwanted strangers.

Foolish, why did I unguarded my heart. What on earth have I done?! I should not let a dumbfounded guy just walks easily in my life and plant thorns in me.

Everything collapse. For what it is worth, I am sorry I thought someone could love me. "What is the point of loving someone if you do not love yourself?" I tell myself. Save the tears for someone worth keeping.

holding onto you is so hard
letting you go is even harder
you've got me all choked up
like ribbons of a balloon
tied around my neck
you're sweeping me off the ground
but killing me at the same time
and sometimes i wonder why i feel
so helpless
i was happy before i met you
then i had a taste of you
and got greedy and even more happy
and now I'm scared that when you leave
I'm going to consist of nothing,
but an empty heart