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It's time I bury the pain with my heart.
It's time I burn the peaces of hope.
It's time I let my love become a memory.
It's time I let go for I am the past now.
It's time I let my dream die.
It time for pain and the past to be friends.

God why this way, why now and why me.
Because it's time. I have changed, I did everything for you. Yes but it's time and I am not coming back. I still need you.., you are my life, well I know but I can never come back and you know. But it's time for tomorrow to say hi and  you won't be here to see it.
It's time for your memories to be buried.
It's time for your words to be replaced.
It's time for love to love change.
It's time everything about you to be stored in one place. It's time for you to become no one. It's time you go away.
With love always....
I am not sorry that I am me. Not sorry that you got hurt because I was happy. Not sorry that you think I am a bad person. No, I am not sorry that what makes me happy is what you hate more.
Again I am not sorry that I spend more time with me than with you. Not sorry that you wish you can control me but I continue doing me.

I am not sorry that you have a dream about us but you need me to change so I can be the perfect peace. No I am not sorry that I love me. Not sorry that I can't think like you. Hell no, I am not sorry that I am a leader and I follow my self everyday. No I am not sorry that you say things about me and ask you nothing.
Not sorry that you wish to stop my dream but you know nothing about it.

I am not sorry that I didn't complete for you. I am not sorry that I work extra hours just to please me. I am not sorry that I treat my self like a king, while I am a  slave in your book. I am not sorry that your face was filled with tears, because I was quite and I didn't make a sound. I am not sorry for making all the mistakes. Not sorry that I couldn't read or understand the future. I am not sorry that I am busy with the foundation of my dream and you know nothing. I am not sorry that I keep surviving your bullets. I am not sorry that God is blessing me while you see a devil in me. I am not sorry that my dream is waking up to meet me. No I am not sorry at all that I write more stories about me than to focus on your battle with me. No I am not sorry that I am not fighting back and silence is killing you. I am not sorry at all.

04/October/2020.
With love always.
Paul Jones Jul 2017
In the spherical     motions of my mind,
there is an orbit     of thought around you.
00:25 - 28/07/17

State of mind: pensive; longing.
Perspective: personal; universal.

Thoughts: from feeling - like I miss someone.

Listening to: John Murphy - Adagio in D Minor

Questions: none.
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Translucent bubbles

Bounce on river's green surface. . .

  Rainbow drowns in curls.

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Imagined by
Impeccable Space
Poetic beauty
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