She's the one who listens, the one you go to She isn't the passive silent type, No, she feels everything for you too. She is the one who will answer at two in the morning And actively participate like she wasn't just yawning. She is also the one who fights her demons at night Who feels that everyone is too preoccupied to question her might. She is the one whose sheets are ice cold Because she has no one to hold. She is the one who never has a missed call Because she isn't someone's missing heartstring No one at all. No goodmorning text or where should we go next No one to bother or to get vex. She is the one who mediates invisibly and shows you a different angle Who tries to save what she may never know But like Olivia Pope she will help you handle. She is the one who will replace you at the edge of a tower And talk to you nonstop for hours. She is the one who will push you until your head is full Yet she is the one you trust when you are entangled.
I'll bear the greatest temptations, Lest it make me waste away, Those moments of passion rightfully yours. The thought that you exist, Banishes the feeling that I'm alone. Such is my love for you, oh woman, Whom I do not know, That I shall seek no pleasure in the present, But wait with faith for God to show, That a man of virtue exists for you And you exist for him to know.
Often I wonder which is harder 'Singleness or Marriage' How do we do it? The struggles of being with someone and remain purified sexually The focus we must attain in this manner The mindset of suppressing lust and passion Remaining without touch till the set time Our partners how they seemingly accept the challenge but later deviate; With talks like ‘am only human’. How we look innocent but crave deep down for a tiny piece The chain of celibacy a slavery we were made to follow Or else anguish and chastising Am broken and torn The lessons I learnt I hold dearly Corinthians stated worries Oh my fate! When whilst thou end, this status I cross around my neck Wait! but don’t look waiting The side talks and jest, the respect long lost Yours will be the latest I know Happen already! Wait on God permanent anthems now Smile and wave don’t show it Or you are jealous. Be happy and suppress Be hopeful and pray For how long! Be patient, kind, God’s time is the best Oh when! It’s been 3 decades and counting No judging authority I only want to be loved Now I live for myself alone no deviation from love and service I will do not just right but the right way With God before me.
This poem is centered on the travails of singlehood, marriage is considered preferable sweet, the holiest and perfect tag also everyone's dream and singleness the No game, unwanted and some sort of plague everyone is running away from.