When someone says you look good
Their are lying
When they like your new hair color
Their lying
When they ask you out they are just using you
When they are done being friends with you they leave
And after that you sit in your bathroom makeup spread all around you from your makeup session with your "friends" you sit in the midst of it eyeliner
Dripping down your face ******* splotches of dark mascara dripping down trailing black lines down your face in noticeable lines
Lipstick smeared and eyeshadow I smeared you still think they are your friends tho sitting in the midst of this a designer pair of heels broke in half one of your
Favorite dresses with holes in it and nail polish on it
You gather it up wipe it off and square your shoulders And walk off to study
11pm they text you hey wanna do the makeup again you say sure the next time more stuff in ruins perfume bottles spilled everywhere
I try to read the fine print that  comes with these friends but it's blurred because of the pain and tears that block me
I'm
Strong
And
I
Have been made to be Fragile
And
I
Have
Been
Shattered

My fallen rose and broken cup
Empty out my shattered love
And there is nothing in my life
That I ever wanted more
Than to kiss you
Like in that dream I had of you.

I keep waiting
every single day
for your return
with a bag
full of memories
and good times
that we shared
Where are you?
I can't see
the slightest hint
of your presence
What about those
promises of 'forever'?
Why did you
start an end?
Now I wonder
if you will
ever come back
in good time
or will you
let me down?
Now I fear
you will return
zestful as ever
hopeful to run
but I won't
be able to
for I would
be too exhausted
of this wait
only to run
away from you.

i don't want to go there
ever again
I don't ever want to feel
that way...
because this time
it would be by choice
and I can't choose you.
you were curious
you were bored
very lonely
so you picked me
even though you knew
you couldn't hold me
long enough to let me feel you.
and maybe
you liked me
thought I was beautiful
and I even believe
you thought you loved me
...but really you just didn't want me to leave
to leave you lonely
and you didn't care
that coming back
didn't mean staying for you
...and that shattered me

all this time
I thought I was building up
to you

All your lies and all your pain
following dreams you'll only break
on this road for way too long

But when it's said and done
there really was no way we could have won
the cracked glass shatters to the floor
reminding me that life always gives a cure

All you know is home
with a heart that doesn't want to be alone
with a heart that doesn't want to lose it's song

But when it's said and done
there really was no way we could have won
the cracked glass shatters to the floor
reminding me that life always gives a cure

And I know you had to go
Had to get yourself back home

But when it's said and done
there really was no way we could have won
the cracked glass shatters to the floor
reminding me that life always gives a cure

Too many waves
Too much commotion
Too many thoughts
And too much emotion
Back and forth, up and down
The world is rocking, I think I'll drown
I'm losing touch, I can't commit
I can't help it, I'm sea sick.

Too many people
Not enough air
I'm a prisoner
Tied to this chair
Too fast, too slow, side to side
No privacy on this stifling ride
I'm losing my mind bit by bit
I can't help it, I'm car sick

Slow me down, silence the storm
Its 40 below yet I'm still too warm
Too much chaos I can't breathe
I retreat inside, cuz I can't leave
Shattered glass, bottled up tight
Too scared to quit, too tired to fight
Im losing this battle, I've lost my way
I'll lose my life, if I delay
This fear inside is swallowing me whole
Will I ever calm my tormented soul?

I
             am
    just
                                           random

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                                                      sc      a   tt           ered
        
             on the
                          floor