I love messing with word play, here I chose the words “speech” and “will” I love mixing up words to find new words that explore other realms of the underlying feelings or ideas they hold. I think my brain goes into another world when I start to write
Did you know I felt that our lives were undeniably tied together, irrevocably? Like even if we fell apart and strayed too far away our paths would cross once again? I felt that our bond was star-crossed and our connection was meant to be regardless of our star signs and past loves I felt that our love was a story to be told through the ages and one to write down in the books Did you know I felt that every single time we kissed the stars aligned and all the words I knew finally made sense for once? Like even though the world was falling down and the things I knew were crashing down everything was okay because I had you? I felt that you could grow to love me again despite having some girl at home wanting you to love her I felt that our love story was almost too good to be true even though we only had relations through our kisses at 5 in the morning Maybe it is me and my blind intuition to trust a stranger But also, perhaps it is you and your need to feel a connection through past experiences with loved ones Either way, I miss you
There are still days where I'm iffy and want to run away from this place, I'm entangled inside of empty space. Some days I think that I'll be okay I'm no longer contemplating the way that I once did but other days I disagree with not only me but everything I would like to disappear because of these *twisted emotions.