to say i never loved you would be fallacy
to say that i still do would be mockery
i guess all i want to say is
amidst all the judgment may you find despondency
amidst all the longing may you find misery
because after all, when the going gets tough
that’s when you remember to look up in the skies
and find me

I have so much left to say,
But I don't know how to say it,
So I'm writing you this poem
In hope that you will read it.

I'm not the best with words,
and I'm not good at being heard
but listen to me now, I'm pretty sure that,
you make my heart burn.

And all the things you say, I analyse
To make sure you aren't telling me lies
I'm trying to figure you out
Because I'm in a doubt.

I have this feeling I like you,
but I don't know how to tell you.
So I'm struggling to show you
The something I need to tell you.

She's my best friend and I'll never get tired of trying
But it's so hard when she always thinks that I'm lying
It's Her anxieties that give her this constant unease
Because the world as it is isn't what she sees
She can only see the cruelty
Not the beauty I can see
Surrounding me constantly
Because what she's been fed has gone to her head
She wishes she were dead
For help she's got her meds
But they don't really help
She says she's okay today
But tomorrow who can say
This is a risky game I don't want her to play
But it's no wonder she's starting to break,
She's got all these demons she just can't shake
I pray that she'll just wake up and see
But pain is her drug and she's as high as can be
"Please" I say "you can't live this way"
"Not anymore, telling me you're fine with one foot out the door"
She hates herself, thinks she's worthless especially
But she can't see that she's special to me,
She doesn't believe because it's what you perceive
She's hates to stay but I beg her not to leave
All I can say is "you're my best friend I couldn't live without you"
"So please. Please. Don't force me to"
No I can't promise it'll be okay
But I'll always be here
So please
Stay

i cry
cause you go away from me.
you didn't say good bye.
you leave away silently..
with the wind fly softly
i have only you..
when you leave
i have nothing ..
i have no oxygen...
i have no water..
That is all why i cry
excruciatingly, i cry
till you come back....

When I met you the soil was wet
Underneath cloudy skies
And so were your eyes.

Now it's the summer,
everything is dry
You must say goodbye.


F.Z.**N

Sometimes I just have a lot to say,
Things I've been thinking,
Things that have more meaning,
This is why I write,
No one person has the patience to listen,
To learn,
To think,
No one to tell of all the love or pain I feel,
Not one soul will listen or I am not willing to say,
No one but my notes and my keyboard will ever know everything,
For it's would take years to say what I have to say,
To explain what I have to say,
I've got a lot to say.

All I'm trying to say is this,
Life is so beautifully simple that it's complicated.
Life is so inconceivably limitless that we feel trapped.
Life is so impossibly important that we feel insignificant.
Life is so unbelievably unlikely that we feel deserving.
Life is so stable we feel insane.
Life is so intricately balanced that we feel chaotic.
All I'm trying to say is this,
Life is what you make it.

What will be,
Mustn't change.
What we'll see,
Mustn't blind.
What we'll say,
Mustn't mute.
What will fly,
Mustn't fall.
What will dance,
Mustn't trip.
What we'll dream,
Mustn't fade.

-Kathia Mariana Landeros

when you say "no" and he says "please" SAY IT LOUDER
when you say "drive me home" and he says "five minutes" SAY IT AGAIN
when you say "no" and he says "just once" LEAVE
when you say "no" and he says "nobody has to know" SAY GO **** YOURSELF
when you say "no" and he says "but i bought you dinner" GET OUT OF THE CAR
when you say "no" and he says "yes" SAY NO

when you say no, SAY IT LOUDER, SAY IT AGAIN, LEAVE, GO **** YOURSELF, GET OUT OF THE CAR, NO

No.