I’m so tired of being the one on the ground,
With so many people surrounding me, yet nobody noticing I’m there
And then just stepping all over me, and not even apologizing once they’ve stepped on my insides.
Now I’m internally bleeding.
I'm tired of crying an ocean.
Then when people go to the beach, excited to splash in the water, they don’t.
Because they get scared of the monsters in the water.
I'm tired of screaming my lungs out for help.
Because whilst I’m pleading for help, everybody hears
I'm tired, I'm so tired of nobody listening.
I have cried out too many times:
“Please, I need somebody!”
And all you do is walk along.
To you this is just writing, a poem, literature.
To me? It's me pouring my sorrow heart out
Hoping, with the last grain of hope in me, that somebody will listen.
I don’t need you to understand what I’m going through.
I don’t need you to understand my pain.
I don’t even need you to say anything in return.
So tired of cutting my arms and legs for other people
And not even getting a thank you or a nod of the head.
I am not asking you to rip your heart out your chest
And replace it with mine,
Because that will never relieve the pain buried into my soul.
I'm just asking and begging
Please just listen,
The unhappiness inside me is getting to my head.
It’s controlling the monsters I’ve been wanting to drown for so long.
They found a loophole and now they’re swimming in my mind.
Some have escaped my mind and are whispering in my ear.
Telling me to let it be.
I don’t want to let it be!
Please, I just want to be free…
I could rip your ears away from your imprudent mind
And pour my heart out until your eardrums can't take it,
And you would just go with your day as if all there ever was
The pain is there,
Even though I smile.
But the beasts do not want that no longer.
I just need somebody
To please just