i have been wanting to live a life that’s not supposed to be mine, i have been wandering aimlessly trying to find myself, i have been vigorously convincing myself that i am where i need to be, maybe one day, i will feel like i belong somewhere, but that day is not today.
Wait not for dawn Wait not for the first bird's song Wait not for the trees and their leaves Wait not for the dew on their skin Wait not for the rays of the Sun Wait not for them to kiss the Earth Wait not for the woken faces Wait not for their curious gazes
Honor the wishes of a dying night, and a dying heart, and retreat For ever were you another species Conciliation was never meant to be..
I just want to leave. Never say goodbye. Never turn back. I know not where to. But I know I want to.
A space so unfitting A space tired, not so uplifting “Rehab” ”Rehab” ”Rehabilitate my space”, you pled And I did I did just that once you, out of town, fled Back in town, it was going to be a monumental surprise One that you and I could share and sleep in that night That night and all the nights to follow When you witnessed your new space you could barely swallow Chocking back tears, I had succeeded in my mission Now this space, you share with your new person Does she like the color blue? What about the gold accents I detailed just for you? It’s your space, and hers now I hope the dark shadows of your new space haunt you, watch over you like an owl In witness of you two interlaced With someone who has now taken my place To lavender I retreat That shade of navy and I never to re-meet