You scream THEM You shout it from the rooftops Bellowing until you throat cracks But they hear SHE 'She' they say with sweet smiles You continue your shouts Begging them to understand THEM you wail Your voice breaks as you sink to the ground They lay a comforting hand on your shoulder Then whisper in your ear with breath like a poisonous flower 'She'
take a moment to point out a few positive things you love about your body, the positives can make the negatives seem just a little less important and sometimes thats enough. 2. take a look into the past at how far youve come. 3. surround yourself with people who understand or may be going through the same thing, i promise theyll do their best to help you get through this. 4. focus on the amazing things you and your body can do. 5. take a time out, slow everything down and just think about yourself for a little while. take breaks and just focus on breathing. 6. write, write, write. ive always found it easier to write how i feel than to say it. 7. be easy on yourself, please. 8. take a deep breath. 9. avoid spaces or people that will bring you down, they arent good for you. 10. allow yourself to feel, everything, the good and bad feelings but dont let them overpower you 11. just take a minute for yourself, let yourself breathe and remember: what youre feeling is okay, and it will get better.
You punched your mother in the face for trans rights. you're really moving up found out you had ******, want to switch majors skip town leave your girlfriend and move in with the affair Good job. you thought it was all an uphill from the bottom like a country song lost your grandma lost your daughter lost your job. the roller coaster isn't that simple. you'll lose your whole life here, kid. go get tested, you'll figure it out.
smoke cigarettes, get a psychiatrist. have another panic attack, they're good for ya. punch your mother in the face, don't even get locked up count the cuts on your hands watch the blood pool around your knuckles
you did it because she wouldn't let you call your partner "they". "Call her an It if you have to, just not they." well you should have taken that as signature. left her there wrong. been higher and mightier, but you recorded her. caught it all on tape. and now she's blocking the door.
She's softer than you remember weaker it isn't hard to get her off you to move her she can't hold you back. she can't even cry. you scream and she won't listen still you're wrong millions of voices are wrong to her "society doesn't think that way nick. YOU think that way." "they'll stop saying they, if YOU stop saying they."
Maybe that's why you fought so **** hard that night. protecting the audio recording. of you leading an army alone at your own mother.