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Crimsyy Nov 2016
"There is a lack of redamancy, you haven't let me open my mouth for at least a month. You had a lot to purge out, I guess. I want to tell you I love you, more than he ever will, I want to tell you I'm a part of you, more than he'll ever be. You are superlunary, I don't compare to you. But please remind yourself, I'm keeping you alive, though I am not God. But in a sense, I'm locking you here on Earth, I reside in your gut, I am the reason you're not giving up. All those plans and checked off to do lists, all those goals and visions...we make them just so we've got multiple anchors to make sure we do not sink. Every substance we use, every material, is a little helper: "you should stay alive because of this." Though my tendency is to hate, I have no hate to spill. Only admiration of how far you have come, of how much you have stripped me of any malice I contained. I came in hungry, ready to devour you, but you tamed my jaw with thorns you've watered for too long, and oh darling, I beg you to stay strong."

- Anti
Peter J Thomas Mar 2016
My mind just wont be quiet,

My brain is never still,

It's just one of the many things,

Of being mentally ill.
Peter J Thomas Mar 2016
Once they'd come to make you,

They clearly broke the mould,

Never have I met before,

A heart so dark and cold.
Peter J Thomas Mar 2016
A crippling,

Disabling,

Fear,

Facing others,

Even myself,

Eye contact,

Impossible,

My gaze,

Elsewhere,

Throwing off,

All who engage,

Eyes down,

Downed.
Peter J Thomas Mar 2016
Iced blood, like syrup seeps out,

From self cut arms and veins,

I never thought I'd make it,

Perhaps my life, my pain

— The End —