Emotions have a hold on me
Will not let me go
I wish I could end it all
You keep saying no
"You would leave me here?" You ask
I do not know. Would I?
Never want to hurt you
But it is easier to die
I cannot face life anymore
It is too hard to carry on
You are the only thing I have left
Every other positive aspect is gone
For you I continue to push forward
Another day I try, take one more breath,
I wish you would just let me
Succumb to the certain peace of death
Written 2-12-17
I remember writing this to my now-ex-boyfriend when we were in the throes of a crippling ****** addiction and I honestly did want to die I hated almost every second of my life, but he was the one thing that made staying here worth it. I could never leave my loved ones here lile that.
